Hey guys, please tell me something

[Deleted member 108897]

I've been trying to improve my life since the last 3 years. I was redpilled until an year ago. I couldn't even implement anything other than working out, and I only did it because I could listen to music so I get some kinda pleasure from it. I rot on YouTube all day with little breaks in between so I can rot on here. Is ADHD real? I've never been able to focus on one thing for a long time unless it was something was interested in. I eat food for pleasure. I used to pmo a lot, I still do, but I don't even enjoy doing it, I just do it as an escape from studying and shit.

I've been trying to make a change, and actually become disciplined for the past 3 years but I just couldn't. Was I just lazy? Or do I have some kind of medical condition? Do you guys think if I actually try really hard I'd be able to fix my life?

@Chadeep @n9wiff @2025cel idk who to tag honestly

 

[Deleted member 117288]

99% of people today are like this even my friends. Don't worry you're normal

 

[LTNUser]

Just do what you like to do

 

[Deleted member 108897]

99% of people today are like this even my friends. Don't worry you're normal

But it's really sad. I know what to do but it's almost like I mentally can't get myself to do it. I cry like twice a month because of the consequences of all this but I genuinely don't do anything to change it for some reason. I feel retarded.

 

[Deleted member 117288]

But it's really sad. I know what to do but it's almost like I mentally can't get myself to do it. I cry like twice a month because of the consequences of all this but I genuinely don't do anything to change it for some reason. I feel retarded.

Well tbh, It depends a lot on who you are. Most people are like this(at least the ones I know)
no one is really productive except for the one who really want the glory and shiet.
But retarded would be right. Most people are retarded including me(especially)
Crying is kinda there tho(Low) idk

 

[Deleted member 45794]

You are just lazy and over stimulated

Most people are

 

[Deleted member 117288]

You are just lazy and over stimulated

Most people are

Yeah this 100%

 

[Deleted member 108897]

Well tbh, It depends a lot on who you are. Most people are like this(at least the ones I know)
no one is really productive except for the one who really want the glory and shiet.
But retarded would be right. Most people are retarded including me(especially)
Crying is kinda there tho(Low) idk

that's the issue. I don't want "the glory". I don't want to accept that if I don't do the things that I should be doing then I won't be able to live a good life. I wish I never existed.

 

[Deleted member 108897]

You are just lazy and over stimulated

Most people are

Do you think I can do it? I mean, stop overstimulating myself? Do you think I'll be able to be productive if I try?

 

[Deleted member 117288]

that's the issue. I don't want "the glory". I don't want to accept that if I don't do the things that I should be doing then I won't be able to live a good life. I wish I never existed.

Yeah that's the thing You don't want the glory so you're getting it. That's like wanting to get up from a chair and not getting up from it(jfl)

 

[e.skimo]

Is ADHD real?

 

[gymcel64]

Your overuse of the internet is most probably what is causing your focusing problems, I recommend limiting your consumption with blockers and such, have time limits

 

[Deleted member 108897]

I know it sounds retarded @e.skimo but it was a genuine question.

 

[Deleted member 117288]

Tbh What's really even upsetting you the most about you're life rn?

 

[Deleted member 108897]

@gymcel64 I've tried but i was never able to. I always relapsed. Do you think I'd get it if I keep trying?

 

[Deleted member 108897]

Tbh What's really even upsetting you the most about you're life rn?

I just want to not be a burden. I want to make my parents happy and sheit. I want to stedy hard saar. But I just can't seem to stop wasting time. Lazy ass nigga (me)

 

[Deleted member 117288]

I just want to not be a burden. I want to make my parents happy and sheit. I want to stedy hard saar. But I just can't seem to stop wasting time. Lazy ass nigga (me)

Are you bad at studying? If so specifically then what?

 

[e.skimo]

I know it sounds retarded @e.skimo but it was a genuine question.

It is real and it effects many people, probably me as well

 

[Deleted member 117288]

No way blud went to take his youtube break after creating the thread

 

[Deleted member 45794]

Do you think I can do it? I mean, stop overstimulating myself? Do you think I'll be able to be productive if I try?

You can be but you'll probably be stuck in your endless cycle of :

1) feeling shit
2) promising yourself you will change starting tmr, next week, after this specific event etc.
3) over romanticism the idea of productivity while waiting for the day to come
4) realize it's boring after a few days or even on the day itself, maybe not even doing anything at all and just forget about your promise
5) repeat

You have no stakes, nothing to slap you in the face if you fail, hence why you just keep failing.

Stop listening to music and stop working in an environment where you would otherwise waste a lot of time. Wake up earlier, address your health issues. That's pretty much the basic advice I have

 

[gymcel64]

@gymcel64 I've tried but i was never able to. I always relapsed. Do you think I'd get it if I keep trying?

I had the same problem with pornography, you simply have to have enough will power, you have to get a taste of how truly better life is without those things, and then you will not want to go back. Because it is much more painful to lose something you have rather then just never being able to get something. Maybe get a family member to be an "accountability partner", i heard that helps a lot. For example they are the only ones to have a code to unlock the apps you are addicted to.

 

[Deleted member 107111]

 

[Deleted member 108897]

No way blud went to take his youtube break after creating the thread

Nah bro im tryna lock in typsh typsh only stedying from now on saar. I literally wasted 7 and a half hours rotting without reading a word. I have an exam day after tmr. It's over.

 

[Deleted member 117288]

Nah bro im tryna lock in typsh typsh only stedying from now on saar. I literally wasted 7 and a half hours rotting without reading a word. I have an exam day after tmr. It's over.

Well man try to be more specific if you really want help

 

[Deleted member 108897]

Well man try to be more specific if you really want help

Ask me questions and I'll answer specifically

 

[Deleted member 117288]

Ask me questions and I'll answer specifically

Are you bad at studying? If so specifically then what?

 

[Deleted member 108897]

Are you bad at studying? If so specifically then what?

I didn't see this. Im not too bad at studying I just hate the idea of being bored. Studying is the most boring thing to me idk.

 

[Deleted member 117288]

I didn't see this. Im not too bad at studying I just hate the idea of being bored. Studying is the most boring thing to me idk.

Yeah nigga you're being vague, At what studies are you really bad at? Maths or some bs like social shit

 

[Deleted member 108897]

Yeah nigga you're being vague, At what studies are you really bad at? Maths or some bs like social shit

Im not bad at studying as I said. If I actually study then I can score well n sheit. The problem is I hate studying so I don't study much. That's the issue.

 

[Deleted member 108897]

You can be but you'll probably be stuck in your endless cycle of :

1) feeling shit
2) promising yourself you will change starting tmr, next week, after this specific event etc.
3) over romanticism the idea of productivity while waiting for the day to come
4) realize it's boring after a few days or even on the day itself, maybe not even doing anything at all and just forget about your promise
5) repeat

You have no stakes, nothing to slap you in the face if you fail, hence why you just keep failing.

Stop listening to music and stop working in an environment where you would otherwise waste a lot of time. Wake up earlier, address your health issues. That's pretty much the basic advice I have

Thanks a lot dravid bro

 

[Deleted member 117288]

Im not bad at studying as I said. If I actually study then I can score well n sheit. The problem is I hate studying so I don't study much. That's the issue.

Yeah so ok, If you get good marks then what's the problem?

 

[Deleted member 117288]

Nigga this is retarded, Muh I can't study yet but get 90 marks tf?

 

[Deleted member 117288]

Jfl ain't gonna prove shit boyo

 

[Deleted member 108897]

Yeah so ok, If you get good marks then what's the problem?

I said "if" I study. I don't study. That's the problem. "Then just go study nigga" Is probably the obvious advice. I've tried but failed. I'll try again buddy. Goodbye niggas. I'll probably remain bluecel for the whole of 2025. Im actually gonna try to stop rotting now.

Nigga this is retarded, Muh I can't study yet but get 90 marks tf?

NIGGA WHO SAID I GOT 90 MARKS AGGHSGSGGSGSSG

 

[Deleted member 117288]

I said "if" I study. I don't study. That's the problem. "Then just go study nigga" Is probably the obvious advice. I've tried but failed. I'll try again buddy. Goodbye niggas. I'll probably remain bluecel for the whole of 2025. Im actually gonna try to stop rotting now.

NIGGA WHO SAID I GOT 90 MARKS AGGHSGSGGSGSSG

You know what? Maybe It's time for me to quit Orgistan again too! Thanks chap For making me realize!!

 

[Deleted member 117288]

Are you gonna delete your account btw?

 

[Deleted member 108897]

You know what? Maybe It's time for me to quit Orgistan again too! Thanks chap For making me realize!!

Yes nigga let's get it! It's not over, until I win!
I'll try my best to do all this shit. I might log in here but I won't post tbh.
1. Listening to music
2. Rotting on YouTube
3. Eating shit food

 

[Deleted member 117288]

Yes nigga let's get it! It's not over, until I win!
I'll try my best to do all this shit. I might log in here but I won't post tbh.
1. Listening to music
2. Rotting on YouTube
3. Eating shit food

Wait so What do you even watch on youtube anyways?

 

[Deleted member 108897]

Are you gonna delete your account btw?

Hell no. Im proud of my works lol I have some good threads. I'll log in to read some BOTB guides and shit but I won't post.

 

[Deleted member 117288]

Hell no. Im proud of my works lol I have some good threads. I'll log in to read some BOTB guides and shit but I won't post.

Do you think I should delete my account or nah. Cuz I mean I've been on several shit like this if you know what I mean...

 

[Deleted member 108897]

Wait so What do you even watch on youtube anyways?

It's really random and inconsistent. Mostly rotting on shorts is the issue. I used to enjoy long form content but I don't anymore. Fuck overstimulation man.

 

[Deleted member 108897]

Do you think I should delete my account or nah. Cuz I mean I've been on several shit like this if you know what I mean...

Honestly, no. Don't delete lol. But it's your choice anyways. If you want to improve your life then I recommend stop posting and shit, cuz when I post I keep coming on this site to see if niggas repped me lmao.

 

[Deleted member 117288]

It's really random and inconsistent. Mostly rotting on shorts is the issue. I used to enjoy long form content but I don't anymore. Fuck overstimulation man.

JFL used to be the same

 

[Deleted member 117288]

I think after a certain point you'll just figure out things on your own

 

[Deleted member 117288]

@e.skimo This thread tbh, jfl