Hg leaves me aching

[commander.is.ur.co]

Rn in my geographical placement my closest friend is a girl. We are like similar people just opposite gender. I met her cause I was supposed to run a 3 man with her but after we realized that we are meant to be close friends. Huge TikTok streaks, mutual best friends on snap for 3 months straight. I noticed her lately dnring my snaps and letting streak die. We are like still in one eachothers best friends lists. And she still likes and replies to all my retarded stories and physique posts. Was today years old I found out she has a boyfriend (they also broke up today), idk why she wouldn’t tell me and hide it from me. I tell her about all my plans with foids and my oneitis. So why wouldn’t she mention this to me. I feel like she doesn’t value me as much as she says she does, and it’s painful when you thought you were so close to one another. I am just disappointed, I asked her why she didn’t tell me and this what she says
- I thought I told you, I am sorry I just cant have anyone else mad at me rn.
Like I’m really sorry I I know this friendship is really important to me, but I don’t know it’s just like it never seemed like important enough to to say anything about it ( her bf)
Average women bs
I just don’t know why she would keep it away from me
Doesn’t want me to judge (which I don’t ever) or fuck knows

Yall can Dnr I am just tryna vent to feel better and understand why I am frustrated. I am just pissed cause I valued her friendship the most where I am rn and she doesnt seem to be as invested, my fault anyways

 

[Stalker]

hgs never last they are all the same person

 

[RecessedCels]

She's a whore

 

[commander.is.ur.co]

hgs never last they are all the same person

First one ever didn’t last but it was just diff with her

 

[commander.is.ur.co]

She's a whore

Ik but she made a great friend at one point, she even posted by shit on her ultra niche close friends account

 

[commander.is.ur.co]

Rn in my geographical placement my closest friend is a girl. We are like similar people just opposite gender. I met her cause I was supposed to run a 3 man with her but after we realized that we are meant to be close friends. Huge TikTok streaks, mutual best friends on snap for 3 months straight. I noticed her lately dnring my snaps and letting streak die. We are like still in one eachothers best friends lists. And she still likes and replies to all my retarded stories and physique posts. Was today years old I found out she has a boyfriend (they also broke up today), idk why she wouldn’t tell me and hide it from me. I tell her about all my plans with foids and my oneitis. So why wouldn’t she mention this to me. I feel like she doesn’t value me as much as she says she does, and it’s painful when you thought you were so close to one another. I am just disappointed, I asked her why she didn’t tell me and this what she says
- I thought I told you, I am sorry I just cant have anyone else mad at me rn.
Like I’m really sorry I I know this friendship is really important to me, but I don’t know it’s just like it never seemed like important enough to to say anything about it ( her bf)
Average women bs
I just don’t know why she would keep it away from me
Doesn’t want me to judge (which I don’t ever) or fuck knows

Yall can Dnr I am just tryna vent to feel better and understand why I am frustrated. I am just pissed cause I valued her friendship the most where I am rn and she doesnt seem to be as invested, my fault anyways

I replied to her, “dw I am not mad”
And then she says “ok ty I am sorry again for not telling you”.
Her value to me is close to zero rn