Itss_BritneyBishh
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Not really tbh, i've been part of the incel community for years. But a few months ago i decided to not go on these forums anymore.
Before I only thought about my looks, in public and at home. I didnt leave my house when i had a pimple or when my hair was messed up.
Day in Day out i felt ugly and miserable as shit. I was afraid to look women in the eyes and never made any friends, i didnt talk to anyone.
But after i left, i just felt a little bit better. i am still looks aware and stuff tho. I went to vacation abroad (muslim country) and i felt a little bit better iv'e got that: 'im not that ugly' kinda vibe from that place. The girls werent so stuck up and even tried to make eye contact and stuff. i wasnt that depressed anymore and had some fun with my family.
Then I went back to Europe and i felt the misery again. I am here legit invisible, 5 foot 10 subhuman piece of shit (21 yo). So i just went back looking at the ground like a beat up dog. I should know my place tbh. I guess i am a 3.5/10 regarding the non existent ioi's i got
Currently looksmaxxing Hitting the gym everyday since i went back from vacation. but i broke my left shoulder i cant even wear clothes or write with that arm so i think im going to take a break from the gym. I am taking creatine and some zinc for acne pills. it really helps.
Anyway that was me i want to be part of a more hopeful community like this. How about u??
Before I only thought about my looks, in public and at home. I didnt leave my house when i had a pimple or when my hair was messed up.
Day in Day out i felt ugly and miserable as shit. I was afraid to look women in the eyes and never made any friends, i didnt talk to anyone.
But after i left, i just felt a little bit better. i am still looks aware and stuff tho. I went to vacation abroad (muslim country) and i felt a little bit better iv'e got that: 'im not that ugly' kinda vibe from that place. The girls werent so stuck up and even tried to make eye contact and stuff. i wasnt that depressed anymore and had some fun with my family.
Then I went back to Europe and i felt the misery again. I am here legit invisible, 5 foot 10 subhuman piece of shit (21 yo). So i just went back looking at the ground like a beat up dog. I should know my place tbh. I guess i am a 3.5/10 regarding the non existent ioi's i got
Currently looksmaxxing Hitting the gym everyday since i went back from vacation. but i broke my left shoulder i cant even wear clothes or write with that arm so i think im going to take a break from the gym. I am taking creatine and some zinc for acne pills. it really helps.
Anyway that was me i want to be part of a more hopeful community like this. How about u??