PogonionX
Highest inhib ever
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18, almost 19, at a house party rn and had a few drinks. Thought the alcohol would lower my inhib and make me stop overthinking, but I still feel high inhib as fuck.
Every conversation feels forced and awkward. I’m constantly thinking about how I look, what I’m saying, whether I’m being weird, etc. Meanwhile everyone else seems to be socializing effortlessly.
I literally just keep thinking about ascending instead of enjoying the moment. Like I’m sitting here surrounded by people but mentally I’m somewhere else thinking about looks, status, social skills, and how much better life would be after ascending.
It’s frustrating because objectively nothing is even happening. Nobody is treating me badly. I just can’t switch my brain off and actually enjoy being here.
I’m 18. Knew about looksmaxxing from 14 years old but always was to lazy and depressed to do something.
I hate my live.
Every conversation feels forced and awkward. I’m constantly thinking about how I look, what I’m saying, whether I’m being weird, etc. Meanwhile everyone else seems to be socializing effortlessly.
I literally just keep thinking about ascending instead of enjoying the moment. Like I’m sitting here surrounded by people but mentally I’m somewhere else thinking about looks, status, social skills, and how much better life would be after ascending.
It’s frustrating because objectively nothing is even happening. Nobody is treating me badly. I just can’t switch my brain off and actually enjoy being here.
I’m 18. Knew about looksmaxxing from 14 years old but always was to lazy and depressed to do something.
I hate my live.
