TimmyAshan1
NW5 balding, recessed chin, cleft lip, 27% bf T_T
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Seriously, I KNOW that the reason why I'm not losing weight isn't because "I am just big-boned" or "My metabolism is fucked up". I KNOW that I only have myself to blame for my bloatedness and zero muscle growth.
Every fucking time I go to the gym, I end up going for 2-3 weeks, and then I just quit because 'life gets in the way' (it doesn't) or I cope with "I don't need to lose weight, I can just do any other sort of looksmaxxing/nichemaxxing (skincare, nose surgery, hair system, tattoos/piercings, clothing)", but I've done most of that already. Or "I can already fuck some times (primarily festival hookups), so I'm already good enough" even though with weightloss I can potentially fuck a lot more.
I only really have myself to blame for eating like trash and not hitting the fucking gym. Fuck my fatass fat ass dude!
I don't know if I'm just lazy or if this is due to ADHD/autism and neurodivergency. Regardless, the end result is the same.

Every fucking time I go to the gym, I end up going for 2-3 weeks, and then I just quit because 'life gets in the way' (it doesn't) or I cope with "I don't need to lose weight, I can just do any other sort of looksmaxxing/nichemaxxing (skincare, nose surgery, hair system, tattoos/piercings, clothing)", but I've done most of that already. Or "I can already fuck some times (primarily festival hookups), so I'm already good enough" even though with weightloss I can potentially fuck a lot more.
I only really have myself to blame for eating like trash and not hitting the fucking gym. Fuck my fatass fat ass dude!
I don't know if I'm just lazy or if this is due to ADHD/autism and neurodivergency. Regardless, the end result is the same.
