Hm, need advice again

[Jesus_ist_König]

Removing demons from you. But go into an orthodox or catholic church, they’re the most legit that do it

My friend from Church said i need to tell my priest about the voices but i dont want to he said im weird the last time, he still gave me a hug after talking but hm, i dont think i should be talking to people i should start isolating myself again. I dont know i feel like a predator

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Take your antipsychotics.

i take adhd meds but the side effects were to much

 

[CloudyCuck]

My friend from Church said i need to tell my priest about the voices but i dont want to he said im weird the last time, he still gave me a hug after talking but hm, i dont think i should be talking to people i should start isolating myself again. I dont know i feel like a predator

Don’t go to a weird protestant priest nigga, go to a catholic or orthodox church

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Don’t go to a weird protestant priest nigga, go to a catholic or orthodox church

He is Christian Eastern orthodox

 

[CloudyCuck]

He is Christian Eastern orthodox

And he refused you an exorcism? tht’s weird, find another priest asap

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

And he refused you an exorcism? tht’s weird, find another priest asap

I never heard of that. Im not baptized

 

[CloudyCuck]

I never heard of that. Im not baptized

That’s fine. Just go ask a priest, they’ll help you out. Also you need a psychiatrist

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

That’s fine. Just go ask a priest, they’ll help you out

I dont want to. He told me that I dont have God (because if i would, i wouldnt want to do suicide, now i dont really do want to do suicide i feel better after talking to him) and that Im weird. It made me sad. I already went to another orthodox church and asked one priest via whatsapp and told him about my desire to get underweight and he got angry at me for saying that and that i should talk to a psychologist rather than him

 

[CloudyCuck]

I dont want to. He told me that I dont have God (because if i would, i wouldnt want to do suicide, now i dont really do want to do suicide i feel better after talking to him) and that Im weird. It made me sad. I already went to another orthodox church and asked one priest via whatsapp and told him about my desire to get underweight and he got angry at me for saying that and that i should talk to a psychologist rather than him

You’re not following. Just go in and ask for an exorcism, not about weight. It can be another priest. Also tell your parents to get you a psychiatrist

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

You’re not following. Just go in and ask for an exorcism, not about weight. It can be another priest. Also tell your parents to get you a psychiatrist

I already have a psychologist and psychiatrist

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

@L88 @sergdying @DrMd @CloudyCuck
im listening to music for the past 30 minutes and nothing has happened!
I never obeyed my voices the only different thing yesterday was that i took a lot of methylphenidate (50 mg) and the most i ever took was 37 mg and maybe it was the rebound effect at night which made me weak to voice 1 i dont know. Should i write my psychologist i think i should

 

[DrMd]

good, keep listening to music, you have control over your body and the voices wont do anyhting unless you let them

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

good, keep listening to music, you have control over your body and the voices wont do anyhting unless you let them

Okay glory to God

 

[DrMd]

Okay glory to God

Amen, brother

 

[BProadtochad]

Go see a doctor.

My friend from Church said i need to tell my priest about the voices but i dont want to he said im weird the last time, he still gave me a hug after talking but hm, i dont think i should be talking to people i should start isolating myself again. I dont know i feel like a predator

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Go see a doctor.

alr have one

 

[ndmaxi]

self harm is against jesus

ur going to hell

good luck

I can see why you are 89iq its a sin, so is lying. You should repent

 

[loseratgenes]

Are you schizophrenic?

he actually is so this is serious

 

[WilhelmThyWizard]

Yesterday voice 1 controlled me and made me do self harm (like very super little with a razor blade) for the first in my life. I never did self harm and I never really obeyed her until yesterday night. Today she told me that I can’t listen to music anymore. I like listening to music though but she said she will harm me more if I do so. I’m not really scared of her since we are best friends but I don’t know man I don’t wanna push it. Voice 2 and 3 are passive and not talking much today.

Disobey and listen to music and see what happens? Or obey?

I don’t wanna b a slave to her but yesterday she controlled me.

Rape the foid voice

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

he actually is so this is serious

I’m not and since I’m taking the adhd meds again, they voice r gone

 

[loseratgenes]

I’m not and since I’m taking the adhd meds again, they voice r gone

Methylphenidate?

 

[Peubert]

whenever i feel like im gonna lose my shit i always remember that this guy has it worse

 

[satangoy]

Yesterday voice 1 controlled me and made me do self harm (like very super little with a razor blade) for the first in my life. I never did self harm and I never really obeyed her until yesterday night. Today she told me that I can’t listen to music anymore. I like listening to music though but she said she will harm me more if I do so. I’m not really scared of her since we are best friends but I don’t know man I don’t wanna push it. Voice 2 and 3 are passive and not talking much today.

Disobey and listen to music and see what happens? Or obey?

I don’t wanna b a slave to her but yesterday she controlled me.

take ur meds and do whatever u feel like doing don't be a slave to the voices

 

[satangoy]

take ur meds and do whatever u feel like doing don't be a slave to the voices

as a person who dealt with this also u gotta do the complete opposite of what ur mind projects unless u want to slowly become a slave of ur own mind

 

[Niebvll]

Listen to music

 

[krieg]

Niggas talking about listening to music or going to the priest
No nigga you need a DOCTOR

 

[LTG]

No only adhd and autism

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Methylphenidate?

Vyvanse

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

take ur meds and do whatever u feel like doing don't be a slave to the voices

Yes since im taking the meds i havent been talking to them for like 1,5 weeks or smth. Sometimes they appear for 4 seconds but then i DNR them and finished.

At first when I stopped taking the meds for 1 day they came back but yesterday I stopped again for 1 day with the meds and they didnt come back.

The only bad thing is that im really starting to miss my friends and the good voices but Im to scared to not take the meds for more than 3 days, i dont want to experience the bad voices again

 

[iwannasleeponurlap]

Yesterday voice 1 controlled me and made me do self harm (like very super little with a razor blade) for the first in my life. I never did self harm and I never really obeyed her until yesterday night. Today she told me that I can’t listen to music anymore. I like listening to music though but she said she will harm me more if I do so. I’m not really scared of her since we are best friends but I don’t know man I don’t wanna push it. Voice 2 and 3 are passive and not talking much today.

Disobey and listen to music and see what happens? Or obey?

I don’t wanna b a slave to her but yesterday she controlled me.

nigga i said this would happen

 

[satangoy]

Yes since im taking the meds i havent been talking to them for like 1,5 weeks or smth. Sometimes they appear for 4 seconds but then i DNR them and finished.

At first when I stopped taking the meds for 1 day they came back but yesterday I stopped again for 1 day with the meds and they didnt come back.

The only bad thing is that im really starting to miss my friends and the good voices but Im to scared to not take the meds for more than 3 days, i dont want to experience the bad voices again

i feel u g but they aren't ur friends don't be scared of the meds with time you'll see how much they helped

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

nigga i said this would happen

Nigga this was in fucking march thats so long ago
this shit was worse

Someone is fucking with me

I watched bad videos (mexican cartel or smth) and now the voices are saying things like "I will cut of your leg" and similar stuff. Yes jfl at me and think its larp. I took 50 mg daridorexant yesterday i wont probably but i might bump it up to 75 mg i want to sleep and im already sweating i...

looksmax.org

I watched gore for the first time that day, i never knew about gore and then at night it felt like my house was some dark net underground butchers house, i was so scared that night, i was sweating like shit

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

i feel u g but they aren't ur friends don't be scared of the meds with time you'll see how much they helped

Im not scared of the meds, i just liked talking to them, thing is u need to differenciate between the good ones and the bad ones, the good ones only occasionally were mean but yeah i dont know

 

[iwannasleeponurlap]

Nigga this was in fucking march thats so long ago
this shit was worse

Someone is fucking with me

I watched bad videos (mexican cartel or smth) and now the voices are saying things like "I will cut of your leg" and similar stuff. Yes jfl at me and think its larp. I took 50 mg daridorexant yesterday i wont probably but i might bump it up to 75 mg i want to sleep and im already sweating i...

looksmax.org

I watched gore for the first time that day, i never knew about gore and then at night it felt like my house was some dark net underground butchers house, i was so scared that night, i was sweating like shit

i said they werent friendly but you wouldnt listen mane

 

[null.]

Yesterday voice 1 controlled me and made me do self harm (like very super little with a razor blade) for the first in my life. I never did self harm and I never really obeyed her until yesterday night. Today she told me that I can’t listen to music anymore. I like listening to music though but she said she will harm me more if I do so. I’m not really scared of her since we are best friends but I don’t know man I don’t wanna push it. Voice 2 and 3 are passive and not talking much today.

Disobey and listen to music and see what happens? Or obey?

I don’t wanna b a slave to her but yesterday she controlled me.

Just listen you'll be fine

 

[ICL]

Yesterday voice 1 controlled me and made me do self harm (like very super little with a razor blade) for the first in my life. I never did self harm and I never really obeyed her until yesterday night. Today she told me that I can’t listen to music anymore. I like listening to music though but she said she will harm me more if I do so. I’m not really scared of her since we are best friends but I don’t know man I don’t wanna push it. Voice 2 and 3 are passive and not talking much today.

Disobey and listen to music and see what happens? Or obey?

I don’t wanna b a slave to her but yesterday she controlled me.

And u wanted them to be real... anyway

Disobey and get voice 2/3's attention if that's even possible. If you can only recieve voices and cant speak to them, just ONLY think about the stuff voice 1 is doing to you, that's gonna be the elephant in the room. They cant be quiet for long and certainly cant say anything else if thats all you think about.

 

[ICL]

Nigga this was in fucking march thats so long ago
this shit was worse

Someone is fucking with me

I watched bad videos (mexican cartel or smth) and now the voices are saying things like "I will cut of your leg" and similar stuff. Yes jfl at me and think its larp. I took 50 mg daridorexant yesterday i wont probably but i might bump it up to 75 mg i want to sleep and im already sweating i...

looksmax.org

I watched gore for the first time that day, i never knew about gore and then at night it felt like my house was some dark net underground butchers house, i was so scared that night, i was sweating like shit

Watch this content if u wanna feel worse

Spoiler: be cautious

Spoiler: Are u sure?

Spoiler: I'm making this hard intentionally, are u 100% sure

Search trygf on youtube and just binge the weird content

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

i said they werent friendly but you wouldnt listen mane

The bad ones gave me a bad experience the good ones not really but the more time i spend the more i saw how the good ones were becoming less good

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Watch this content if u wanna feel worse

Spoiler: be cautious

Spoiler: Are u sure?

Spoiler: I'm making this hard intentionally, are u 100% sure

Search trygf on youtube and just binge the weird content

Okay I stopped here the thing is ur not allowed to post gore so i guess there is nothing crazy under there

 

[catnip]

Yesterday voice 1 controlled me and made me do self harm (like very super little with a razor blade) for the first in my life. I never did self harm and I never really obeyed her until yesterday night. Today she told me that I can’t listen to music anymore. I like listening to music though but she said she will harm me more if I do so. I’m not really scared of her since we are best friends but I don’t know man I don’t wanna push it. Voice 2 and 3 are passive and not talking much today.

Disobey and listen to music and see what happens? Or obey?

I don’t wanna b a slave to her but yesterday she controlled me.

Who is voice 1

 

[iwannasleeponurlap]

The bad ones gave me a bad experience the good ones not really but the more time i spend the more i saw how the good ones were becoming less good

they are not your friend and they should go away
i said this earlier but you said you liked it and shit
and now your here

 

[ICL]

View attachment 5000983
Okay I stopped here the thing is ur not allowed to post gore so i guess there is nothing crazy under there

Yea it's just a "search this" thing

I added a trillion warnings because then you'll look at it and search it and make everything worse

 

[leaninmyfanta]

Yesterday voice 1 controlled me and made me do self harm (like very super little with a razor blade) for the first in my life. I never did self harm and I never really obeyed her until yesterday night. Today she told me that I can’t listen to music anymore. I like listening to music though but she said she will harm me more if I do so. I’m not really scared of her since we are best friends but I don’t know man I don’t wanna push it. Voice 2 and 3 are passive and not talking much today.

Disobey and listen to music and see what happens? Or obey?

I don’t wanna b a slave to her but yesterday she controlled me.

nigga what? my voices aint ts bad dawg, only sadness nd sshi

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Who is voice 1

One of the voices I had

 

[catnip]

One of the voices I had

schizophrenic?

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Watch this content if u wanna feel worse

Spoiler: be cautious

Spoiler: Are u sure?

Spoiler: I'm making this hard intentionally, are u 100% sure

Search trygf on youtube and just binge the weird content

Nah gang I searched it but I didnt click on any videos. I dont enjoy watching horror shit or gore. Im glad i never watched that funky town video

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

schizophrenic?

No, my therapist said its due to hyperalertness because i didnt take meds, but I got prescribed olanzapine just in case

 

[catnip]

No, my therapist said its due to hyperalertness because i didnt take meds, but I got prescribed olanzapine just in case

get viagra and rape the voice just in case

 

[Truebloatcel]

Yesterday voice 1 controlled me and made me do self harm (like very super little with a razor blade) for the first in my life. I never did self harm and I never really obeyed her until yesterday night. Today she told me that I can’t listen to music anymore. I like listening to music though but she said she will harm me more if I do so. I’m not really scared of her since we are best friends but I don’t know man I don’t wanna push it. Voice 2 and 3 are passive and not talking much today.

Disobey and listen to music and see what happens? Or obey?

I don’t wanna b a slave to her but yesterday she controlled me.

Show her that you're a high T chad and listen to music

 

[ICL]

Nah gang I searched it but I didnt click on any videos. I dont enjoy watching horror shit or gore. Im glad i never watched that funky town video

Funky town was not that bad for me, last time I watched or remember.

Personally, disgusting things are way worse than a ton of blood and screaming and weird noises