shakara
Doomed forever
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Here in Germany we currently have Easter Holidays for 2 weeks
And its been nothing but shitty. I barely went outside. I went to a singular party that went shitty. Been only in calls with friends didnt meet up with anyone. The Guys i would call my closest friends spend most of their times with their gfs. My sleep schedule is fucked. And i feel depressed. Worst of all this isnt the first holidays ive spent like this.
Teenage years are supposed to be the best years but yet i feel nothing. I can only cope with weed and hope i smoke my brain into mush so i cant form any thoughts since im to afraid to rope.
Another thing is im not really ND either i can socialize its just everyone has a person they like more , that they would put over me any day.
Its over
And its been nothing but shitty. I barely went outside. I went to a singular party that went shitty. Been only in calls with friends didnt meet up with anyone. The Guys i would call my closest friends spend most of their times with their gfs. My sleep schedule is fucked. And i feel depressed. Worst of all this isnt the first holidays ive spent like this.
Teenage years are supposed to be the best years but yet i feel nothing. I can only cope with weed and hope i smoke my brain into mush so i cant form any thoughts since im to afraid to rope.
Another thing is im not really ND either i can socialize its just everyone has a person they like more , that they would put over me any day.
Its over
