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I feel like I was stabbed 25 times in my chest... and I mean, my chest actually unironically hurts like I was stabbed.


Imagine this situation:

You and your family go to the concert in arena with the layout similar to this:
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My parents were a few seats away so I was pretty much sitting alone with my younger brother.

In front of us there were 4 girls of my age:
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Naturally, I was listening to the music at first.

However, a few of them looked back, seemingly looking at me.

Hyped with this huge IOI I just got, I continued listening to the music, and they turned around a few more times...

However, my brother decided to move and sit next to our dad.

GIRLS STARTED LOOKING IN THE OTHER DIRECTION. :feelsrope:
I never got an IOI from them; my brother did.



After that, everything sucked. I felt like I was stabbed. Fuck, maybe I am a narcy, or maybe I am just an incel who copes too much with "seeing IOIs" that don't exist.

From that point on I completely zoned out. I don't remember any song from that time to the end of the concert. I wasn't thinking about anything other than surgeries and how I am going to earn that money.


One of the girls looked back at me after that:
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Not paying attention to her, I hit her with that "pat bateman looking at the card" look:
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After that I blinked and looked at her back, and then she turned away. She did this 2 more times, probably to check if I was drugged.


Is this normal or am I a narcy?
 
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Damn I sure am retarded when even nobody on .org can relate to me
 
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I’m so lonenely… I’m so lonenely…
 
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I still don’t understand this IOI shit after years. Sometimes girls look at me but I think it is because they think I look subhuman.
 
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I feel like I was stabbed 25 times in my chest... and I mean, my chest actually unironically hurts like I was stabbed.


Imagine this situation:

You and your family go to the concert in arena with the layout similar to this:
View attachment 2275106
My parents were a few seats away so I was pretty much sitting alone with my younger brother.

In front of us there were 4 girls of my age:
View attachment 2275109

Naturally, I was listening to the music at first.

However, a few of them looked back, seemingly looking at me.

Hyped with this huge IOI I just got, I continued listening to the music, and they turned around a few more times...

However, my brother decided to move and sit next to our dad.

GIRLS STARTED LOOKING IN THE OTHER DIRECTION. :feelsrope:
I never got an IOI from them; my brother did.



After that, everything sucked. I felt like I was stabbed. Fuck, maybe I am a narcy, or maybe I am just an incel who copes too much with "seeing IOIs" that don't exist.

From that point on I completely zoned out. I don't remember any song from that time to the end of the concert. I wasn't thinking about anything other than surgeries and how I am going to earn that money.


One of the girls looked back at me after that:
View attachment 2275118

Not paying attention to her, I hit her with that "pat bateman looking at the card" look:
View attachment 2275120

After that I blinked and looked at her back, and then she turned away. She did this 2 more times, probably to check if I was drugged.


Is this normal or am I a narcy?
I read the entire thing and you are just schizo, personally I don’t believe in IOI’s unless you are GL but ask @Wallenberg
 
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I read the entire thing and you are just schizo, personally I don’t believe in IOI’s unless you are GL but ask @Wallenberg
Yeah but thats the entire point, I have no idea what my true SMV is.

I know that by the western standards I am a LTN and classified as a "cutecel"

However, as I live in the EE where subhumanity is much more common, and as I have a very good pheno, and zygos that create a good ogee curve when looked from 75°, I always wonder if the lighting was just perfect and the girl looked at me from the certain angle that made me look good

This is a definition of being a schizo, so most of the time I am just trying to convince myself my looks suck from all angles, to prevent this way of thinking
 
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Yeah but thats the entire point, I have no idea what my true SMV is.

I know that by the western standards I am a LTN and classified as a "cutecel"

However, as I live in the EE where subhumanity is much more common, and as I have a very good pheno, and zygos that create a good ogee curve when looked from 75°, I always wonder if the lighting was just perfect and the girl looked at me from the certain angle that made me look good

This is a definition of being a schizo, so most of the time I am just trying to convince myself my looks suck from all angles, to prevent this way of thinking
What ethnicity are you? And pheno? Or one that you are close to
 
IOIs are bullshit, u know a bitch like u when she give u that 360 gawk gawk
 
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What ethnicity are you? And pheno? Or one that you are close to
If slavs are considered white, I am white. I have blue eyes and brown hair, but I get tanned easily so my pheno stands out in the summer
 
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IOIs are bullshit, u know a bitch like u when she give u that 360 gawk gawk
your replies encourage me to follow your username
 
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