Holy fuck, I looked mentally ill and dangerous 2 years ago

[Deleted member 16501]

Just found this video I made 2 years ago for this julien blanc course.

Here's a screenshot.

I am legitimately unsettling and frightening in the video. I look like a man who is intent on killing, who just has so much hatred for the world and wants to blow everyone away.

Legit scarier than the ER vids.

Honestly, I was in such a fucked up mental place back then. Too many things to list.

I remember in the course we did zoom meetings with Julien. The couple of times I talked to him directly, even he was visibly scared of me lol.

Thank God for:
-getting my own place that I can afford
-the enneagram personality system
-TRT
-Cbd oil
-magic mushrooms

Shit saved my life.

 

[Deleted member 21182]

U looked like a subhuman nerd

copelense scares me tbh

 

[Jason Voorhees]

Does CBD oil actually work tho?

 

[Deleted member 16501]

Does CBD oil actually work tho?

It's weaker than magic shrooms, but yes on a day to day basis it does help with stress. I need it every day.