foidletslayer
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Quick introduction: I’m currently covering my near death experience of when the forum was down for 3ish hours. That was so fucking scary holy I almost ended it all….. 
I thought this time it was forever the 3 hours were eternal!
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part 1: the beginning (denial)
At first, I tried convincing myself it was nothing more than a trivial glitch in the system, but after spending some time taking a shit for 10 agonizing minutes (my gut health is absolutely cooked) I returned to see the forum still utterly lifeless. A weary sigh escaped me, and to my embarrassment it was followed by tears falling from my eyes, the kind that come from pure disbelief. I could not fathom how the forum had collapsed for the 3rd time in barely a week, and the sheer absurdity of it all felt almost vindictive, I tried to sleep in the hope that rest might soften the frustration, yet when I woke the forum remained frozen in its miserable coma. Then the realization struck with a kind of cruel clarity: my sweet boy, @theRetard, had been banned for the 2nd time, this time with no hope of return. The Jews had finally got their hands & taken him away from me forever.
part 2: first hour of the crash (anger)
And that was the moment something in me just snapped. The sadness evaporated and turned into a sharp, sizzling anger that refused to sit quietly, I decided to blame user by the name of master for everything that happened I cursed him out loudly ‘fuck you master you fat piece of shit’. I tried to jerk off @iblamexyz feminine waist to kill time but I came to realize that I forgot to save it (a mistake I’ll never repeat) , the rage got furthermore fueled then I tried switching to lesbian breast sucking porn but anger was too great that not even my fetishes worked. I just stared at myself like, wow, I’m a failure. But at that point I knew one thing with absolute clarity: I was too furious to be defeated, and far too angry to be horny.
part 3: state of bargaining (2nd hour)
My raging anger twisted into that pathetic stage of bargaining, my mind started throwing out desperate plans. I sat there wondering if I should just rope & end it all to disappear from the world entirely but I got reminded by the 20pc wingstop box that lies beside my kawaii desk that the rope would break loose under the sheer weight of I, i immediately started arguing with myself because even that felt like too much effort. The idea of pinning more testosterone slithered into my head, like maybe I could flood my veins and anscend into Carlton Loth to have an efficacious LTR. Another part of me whispered that I should go outside & try to slay, as if I’d suddenly walk out looking like a angain Carlton Loth instead of a HGH gut ‘bodybuilder’. And then there was the most tempting option of all: to simply lie down, stare at the ceiling, and rot like a vegetable #nostress.
Part 4 acceptance
I kept circling through the choices, I ended up nodding to myself like a schizo to go & prepare myself some raw meat instead of goyslop to feel a sense of accomplishment then laid down on my chair outside in nature like a guud goy & rotted on goatis’s channel up until the forum came back #nostresslife
boiiii ts tuff asf now that I look at it again 
Master you fucking fat ass nigger get to work & protect us from ddos attacks
why the fuck does it keep crashing out, the 100k registered users are fucking up the site
I’m theorizing that the forum reaching 100k registered users was a cia operation orchestrated by master, he’s currently working with the Jews and cia to mitigate his old prison sentence, he does not care for as @Gengar does, he da real master of .org
@Master stop watching troon porn & chop chop to work you Afro Jew
I thought this time it was forever the 3 hours were eternal! Thread background song
part 1: the beginning (denial)
At first, I tried convincing myself it was nothing more than a trivial glitch in the system, but after spending some time taking a shit for 10 agonizing minutes (my gut health is absolutely cooked) I returned to see the forum still utterly lifeless. A weary sigh escaped me, and to my embarrassment it was followed by tears falling from my eyes, the kind that come from pure disbelief. I could not fathom how the forum had collapsed for the 3rd time in barely a week, and the sheer absurdity of it all felt almost vindictive, I tried to sleep in the hope that rest might soften the frustration, yet when I woke the forum remained frozen in its miserable coma. Then the realization struck with a kind of cruel clarity: my sweet boy, @theRetard, had been banned for the 2nd time, this time with no hope of return. The Jews had finally got their hands & taken him away from me forever.
part 2: first hour of the crash (anger)
And that was the moment something in me just snapped. The sadness evaporated and turned into a sharp, sizzling anger that refused to sit quietly, I decided to blame user by the name of master for everything that happened I cursed him out loudly ‘fuck you master you fat piece of shit’. I tried to jerk off @iblamexyz feminine waist to kill time but I came to realize that I forgot to save it (a mistake I’ll never repeat) , the rage got furthermore fueled then I tried switching to lesbian breast sucking porn but anger was too great that not even my fetishes worked. I just stared at myself like, wow, I’m a failure. But at that point I knew one thing with absolute clarity: I was too furious to be defeated, and far too angry to be horny.
part 3: state of bargaining (2nd hour)
My raging anger twisted into that pathetic stage of bargaining, my mind started throwing out desperate plans. I sat there wondering if I should just rope & end it all to disappear from the world entirely but I got reminded by the 20pc wingstop box that lies beside my kawaii desk that the rope would break loose under the sheer weight of I, i immediately started arguing with myself because even that felt like too much effort. The idea of pinning more testosterone slithered into my head, like maybe I could flood my veins and anscend into Carlton Loth to have an efficacious LTR. Another part of me whispered that I should go outside & try to slay, as if I’d suddenly walk out looking like a angain Carlton Loth instead of a HGH gut ‘bodybuilder’. And then there was the most tempting option of all: to simply lie down, stare at the ceiling, and rot like a vegetable #nostress.
Part 4 acceptance
I kept circling through the choices, I ended up nodding to myself like a schizo to go & prepare myself some raw meat instead of goyslop to feel a sense of accomplishment then laid down on my chair outside in nature like a guud goy & rotted on goatis’s channel up until the forum came back #nostresslife
Master you fucking fat ass nigger get to work & protect us from ddos attacks
why the fuck does it keep crashing out, the 100k registered users are fucking up the site
I’m theorizing that the forum reaching 100k registered users was a cia operation orchestrated by master, he’s currently working with the Jews and cia to mitigate his old prison sentence, he does not care for as @Gengar does, he da real master of .org
@Master stop watching troon porn & chop chop to work you Afro Jew
All love master don’t warn me
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