LookinGood
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Bad fuckin move, what the fuck was I thinking here? As soon as i got up to the bar i felt anxiety kick in. There's 5 rooms in the place. Last time i was here i was on mdma and can't remember which room I got sexual assaulted in. So I'm walking round with what probably should have been an alcoholic drink (I haven't drank in a year, didn't really want to have one). I walk into the dance room and the guy stops me with a empty drink and says something that i didn't hear. He wanted to swap my glass drink for a plastic one since no glass on the dance floor. So okay i do this which gave me more anxiety for some reason and here's another shit thing about it, I;m fuckin alone and EVERYONE is in their own groups.
Anyway these group of 6/10s walk up to me and straight up go "where are your friends?" and "you look lonely" and I could have fuckin roped from embarrassment THEN one of them pinches my elbow which was close enough to my ass. They invite me out for a vape but I'm like "nah maybe later" because I'm fuckin near trembling at this point. Went straight up to the bar, ditched my non alcoholic coke and went straight home and typed this while smoking bongs. Fuck that shit. First off clubs are designed to make you anxious so you buy more drinks. Second, I don't know why i went back there.
Lesson learnt here: Clubs are not for the lonely, shy and introverted.
Anyway these group of 6/10s walk up to me and straight up go "where are your friends?" and "you look lonely" and I could have fuckin roped from embarrassment THEN one of them pinches my elbow which was close enough to my ass. They invite me out for a vape but I'm like "nah maybe later" because I'm fuckin near trembling at this point. Went straight up to the bar, ditched my non alcoholic coke and went straight home and typed this while smoking bongs. Fuck that shit. First off clubs are designed to make you anxious so you buy more drinks. Second, I don't know why i went back there.
Lesson learnt here: Clubs are not for the lonely, shy and introverted.
