holy shit i actually need to appreciate my current looks

[bddcoper]

oh my fucking god i was just scrolling on one of my high school friends profile on IG and 3 years ago he put a pic of us in a group pic and holy shit holy goddamn shit what the fuck theres no way i used to look like that. literally so fucking subhuman holy fucking shit.

nasolabial folds worse than the average 40 year old. massive fucking nose (i used to have a 43 mm alar base before i took accutane now 38 with 37 potential with botox WHICH IM DOING TOMORROW ONCE I FIGURE IT OUT AND WILL UPDATE). thin lips. active acne and awful scarring. 30% body fat on a skinny fat build and a million other awful fucking flaws that i will not name. literal subhuman genetic trash perhaps not even a face a mother could love. i can see it now i can see why my BP friend said i was a 3/10 (while being nice) when we were talking (a few months after that pic), which eventually led me to researching my flaws and eventually finding this forum, though i can tell you lurking is cope you need to join to make progress

even though i have ascended to the M-HMTN range its like holy shit i cant be taking this shit for granted or hate myself way more than i did then. now if i die from roid or drug abuse ill actually feel a bit bad

and also its not delusion i see it and my whole life has changed (including actual compliments on my looks, gf, people respect me more). maybe this will open the eyes of the people who are also in similar positions and ridden with greed in terms of LM

 

[tit]

oh my fucking god i was just scrolling on one of my high school friends profile on IG and 3 years ago he put a pic of us in a group pic and holy shit holy goddamn shit what the fuck theres no way i used to look like that. literally so fucking subhuman holy fucking shit.

nasolabial folds worse than the average 40 year old. massive fucking nose (i used to have a 43 mm alar base before i took accutane now 38 with 37 potential with botox WHICH IM DOING TOMORROW ONCE I FIGURE IT OUT AND WILL UPDATE). thin lips. active acne and awful scarring. 30% body fat on a skinny fat build and a million other awful fucking flaws that i will not name. literal subhuman genetic trash perhaps not even a face a mother could love. i can see it now i can see why my BP friend said i was a 3/10 (while being nice) when we were talking (a few months after that pic), which eventually led me to researching my flaws and eventually finding this forum, though i can tell you lurking is cope you need to join to make progress

even though i have ascended to the M-HMTN range its like holy shit i cant be taking this shit for granted or hate myself way more than i did then. now if i die from roid or drug abuse ill actually feel a bit bad

and also its not delusion i see it and my whole life has changed (including actual compliments on my looks, gf, people respect me more). maybe this will open the eyes of the people who are also in similar positions and ridden with greed in terms of LM

 

[bddcoper]

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good i don't need retarded insightless faggots like you reading my thread since you'd have nothing of value to say anyway

 

[snuggylion5]

good i don't need retarded insightless faggots like you reading my thread since you'd have nothing of value to say anyway

What insight nigga you look better in 3 years no way

 

[Outlander]

 

[bddcoper]

What insight nigga you look better in 3 years no way

yeah true

 

[kisslessvirgin]

self-confidence

 

[Knight]

oh my fucking god i was just scrolling on one of my high school friends profile on IG and 3 years ago he put a pic of us in a group pic and holy shit holy goddamn shit what the fuck theres no way i used to look like that. literally so fucking subhuman holy fucking shit.

nasolabial folds worse than the average 40 year old. massive fucking nose (i used to have a 43 mm alar base before i took accutane now 38 with 37 potential with botox WHICH IM DOING TOMORROW ONCE I FIGURE IT OUT AND WILL UPDATE). thin lips. active acne and awful scarring. 30% body fat on a skinny fat build and a million other awful fucking flaws that i will not name. literal subhuman genetic trash perhaps not even a face a mother could love. i can see it now i can see why my BP friend said i was a 3/10 (while being nice) when we were talking (a few months after that pic), which eventually led me to researching my flaws and eventually finding this forum, though i can tell you lurking is cope you need to join to make progress

even though i have ascended to the M-HMTN range its like holy shit i cant be taking this shit for granted or hate myself way more than i did then. now if i die from roid or drug abuse ill actually feel a bit bad

and also its not delusion i see it and my whole life has changed (including actual compliments on my looks, gf, people respect me more). maybe this will open the eyes of the people who are also in similar positions and ridden with greed in terms of LM

someone summarise pls

 

[bddcoper]

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someone summarise pls

summary: saw old pic, saw subhuman filth trash (face not even a mother could truly love), still see myself as trash despite ascending to M-HMTN, need to appreciate and be thankful for the progress i made since then instead of solely being greedy and just wanting more

 

[Knight]

summary: saw old pic, saw subhuman filth trash (face not even a mother could truly love), still see myself as trash despite ascending to M-HMTN, need to appreciate and be thankful for the progress i made since then instead of solely being greedy and just wanting more

thanks for the summary g, yh its the classic case of ascending and still being stuck with the subhuman mindset + a form of dysmorphia

 

[bddcoper]

thanks for the summary g, yh its the classic case of ascending and still being stuck with the subhuman mindset + a form of dysmorphia

yeah its sort of addicting tbh. whenever i get the chance to not have to see my gf for 2 weeks bc of exams i literally take the chance to get bloated as fuck running GH and do a fuck ton of procedures/injections on myself that make me swollen for a week. literally got a 2 week break from her recently and i went on a rampage doing fat dissolving below my jaw + folds (they went from minimal to looking like sausages the first 4 days), mesotherapy injections, UC on my nose, botox, some var here and there despite it making me feel and look like shit (facially)

prob some mental illness but what can one do rlly

 

[Whatever]

Just to let you know, you write exactly like a foid, I almost can’t believe a male wrote this.

This forum has become what MyProAna was 10 years ago except it’s guys.

 

[Stargazer]

nice man.

oh my fucking god i was just scrolling on one of my high school friends profile on IG and 3 years ago he put a pic of us in a group pic and holy shit holy goddamn shit what the fuck theres no way i used to look like that. literally so fucking subhuman holy fucking shit.

nasolabial folds worse than the average 40 year old. massive fucking nose (i used to have a 43 mm alar base before i took accutane now 38 with 37 potential with botox WHICH IM DOING TOMORROW ONCE I FIGURE IT OUT AND WILL UPDATE). thin lips. active acne and awful scarring. 30% body fat on a skinny fat build and a million other awful fucking flaws that i will not name. literal subhuman genetic trash perhaps not even a face a mother could love. i can see it now i can see why my BP friend said i was a 3/10 (while being nice) when we were talking (a few months after that pic), which eventually led me to researching my flaws and eventually finding this forum, though i can tell you lurking is cope you need to join to make progress

even though i have ascended to the M-HMTN range its like holy shit i cant be taking this shit for granted or hate myself way more than i did then. now if i die from roid or drug abuse ill actually feel a bit bad

and also its not delusion i see it and my whole life has changed (including actual compliments on my looks, gf, people respect me more). maybe this will open the eyes of the people who are also in similar positions and ridden with greed in terms of LM

 

[zurrity]

oh my fucking god i was just scrolling on one of my high school friends profile on IG and 3 years ago he put a pic of us in a group pic and holy shit holy goddamn shit what the fuck theres no way i used to look like that. literally so fucking subhuman holy fucking shit.

nasolabial folds worse than the average 40 year old. massive fucking nose (i used to have a 43 mm alar base before i took accutane now 38 with 37 potential with botox WHICH IM DOING TOMORROW ONCE I FIGURE IT OUT AND WILL UPDATE). thin lips. active acne and awful scarring. 30% body fat on a skinny fat build and a million other awful fucking flaws that i will not name. literal subhuman genetic trash perhaps not even a face a mother could love. i can see it now i can see why my BP friend said i was a 3/10 (while being nice) when we were talking (a few months after that pic), which eventually led me to researching my flaws and eventually finding this forum, though i can tell you lurking is cope you need to join to make progress

even though i have ascended to the M-HMTN range its like holy shit i cant be taking this shit for granted or hate myself way more than i did then. now if i die from roid or drug abuse ill actually feel a bit bad

and also its not delusion i see it and my whole life has changed (including actual compliments on my looks, gf, people respect me more). maybe this will open the eyes of the people who are also in similar positions and ridden with greed in terms of LM

its never enough

 

[bddcoper]

Just to let you know, you write exactly like a foid, I almost can’t believe a male wrote this.

This forum has become what MyProAna was 10 years ago except it’s guys.

Okay thanks for the information

 

[Whatever]

Okay thanks for the information

I didn’t mean it as an insult, I’m just trying to bring awareness. I’m in the middle of hardmaxxing myself so I know what it’s like to be shocked by your own flaws. But if you can go through some big success and keep quiet to yourself and others about it, that’s the trait of top tier people. Also with looksmaxxing going mainstream and kinda becoming taboo we all have to keep it on the down low and that starts internally.

 

[bddcoper]

I didn’t mean it as an insult, I’m just trying to bring awareness. I’m in the middle of hardmaxxing myself so I know what it’s like to be shocked by your own flaws. But if you can go through some big success and keep quiet to yourself and others about it, that’s the trait of top tier people. Also with looksmaxxing going mainstream and kinda becoming taboo we all have to keep it on the down low and that starts internally.

I just don’t know what u meant lol but I agree with what u said. As in im too into my looks like a foid or my writing style is like a foid?

 

[Whatever]

I just don’t know what u meant lol but I agree with what u said. As in im too into my looks like a foid or my writing style is like a foid?

In the first post it was both. For instance starting the post with “OMFG” and then freaking about all your looks flaws, I imagined that being said out loud in a really annoying foid’s voice and it just fit too well.

We’re all obsessed with our looks on here but that’s a trait that society does not accept in men so we have to keep quiet about it.