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I underestimated the recovery.
Back then would say shit like this without thinking twice:
No pain no gain, I would accept being tortured for a year if it means I can come out a chad…
But I was just paying lip service, I hadn’t actually experienced this level of hardship to be spitting out such nonsense.
If I wasn’t 100% lookspilled I would be regretting it by now because holy shit…
I can’t move my mouth, Im so swollen I look disfigured, drinking is hard, breathing is hard, sleeping is next to impossible… And all with the constant feeling of extreme discomfort.
Imagine that your nose is stuffy and you’re just one nose blow away from being able to breathe freely, but you can’t blow your nose.
I’m constantly drooling, my nose is always running, and I can’t properly clean it.
I can’t access the insides of my nose or mouth, I can only wipe off the residue that comes out, and it’s constantly coming out. It’s fucking disgusting.
I am a very hygienic person usually, I like everything to be clean, especially my body, almost to an OCD level, so for me to live under these gross conditions, it’s just the worst. Try spending days like that. It’s Hell.
I’m sure leg lengthening is going to be much easier, even if it’s more painful and takes longer to heal, just the fact that my head will be clean, just the fact that I will be able to freely brush my teeth, floss and speak without looking like a drooling disfigured creature, just that already makes it better.
Back then would say shit like this without thinking twice:
No pain no gain, I would accept being tortured for a year if it means I can come out a chad…
But I was just paying lip service, I hadn’t actually experienced this level of hardship to be spitting out such nonsense.
If I wasn’t 100% lookspilled I would be regretting it by now because holy shit…
I can’t move my mouth, Im so swollen I look disfigured, drinking is hard, breathing is hard, sleeping is next to impossible… And all with the constant feeling of extreme discomfort.
Imagine that your nose is stuffy and you’re just one nose blow away from being able to breathe freely, but you can’t blow your nose.
I’m constantly drooling, my nose is always running, and I can’t properly clean it.
I can’t access the insides of my nose or mouth, I can only wipe off the residue that comes out, and it’s constantly coming out. It’s fucking disgusting.
I am a very hygienic person usually, I like everything to be clean, especially my body, almost to an OCD level, so for me to live under these gross conditions, it’s just the worst. Try spending days like that. It’s Hell.
I’m sure leg lengthening is going to be much easier, even if it’s more painful and takes longer to heal, just the fact that my head will be clean, just the fact that I will be able to freely brush my teeth, floss and speak without looking like a drooling disfigured creature, just that already makes it better.
