MiguelWoodyRomero
Iron
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My life rn is fuckedddddd. My hb is fucking retarded so i had to block him. The amount of the rage i feel for him is crazy, i cant express it in words and i wanna be a writier. My relationship with my hg is strained out. I don't feel like she cares for me. And i feel like our relationship is parasocial. She gives "i would leave you alone at a party to go fuck a hot guy" vibes, i don't like her like that but i genuinely feel like majority of my friends are parasocial. I've taken the opportunity to block everyone at school though. Im gonna admit im not the most social person, i dont really go out of my way to talk to people and go out my day in highschool speaking to onlu people i feel wont judge, bully or talk behind my back. Im 16 now, i based off my chances of living as when i apply for colleges. If i dont get into thr college i wanna go to, buying a gun and eating some lead. I wanna be writier, i wanna say. I love english, spefically for creative writing but i think im gonna be forced to do engineering cause of my parents and family. I found a weird nom homosexual comfort on looksmax.org tho, im into looksmaxxing and finding people who actually take it serious and won't laugh in my face for or really helps but i dont feel its okay for to have to talk to strangers online rather than in person. I constantly repost on Instagram about how i hate my looks but it doesn't seem to get anyones attention, i
