homicidal and suicidal urges werr tormenting the fuck outta me i had to goon

[zombi3]

i had to masterbate and let that energy go it was amplifying the hell out of my emotions. I literally felt spirits feeding me and manipulating my every thoight and convincing me to just destroy it all and go kill. This was the most destructive streak yet, id much rather feel numb then homicidal and suicidal.

I want to rope so fucking bad rn but im so scared of going to hell, I have looked out my balcony like 12 times today. I wanna jump so bad

 

[Jgns]

play apex with prime yeat in the backround and use octane, shit feels like crack and gets rid of those feelings for me

 

[mtnoct]

play cs and use your rage on your teamates

 

[cartman_1]

Bro rep me, I rep you back, and just try rdr2, kill npc's, stab them, burn or drown them, drag them with the lasso that you unlock in the game, idk when, just torture them, try People Playground, that's good, GTA V, Doom too, it's very good, or just go out, put a mask, and start beating people, record and sell it, after that go to a psychologist and treat your suicidal thoughts, you matter bro, don't give up, your life is very important for a lot of people, and a lot of people loves you

 

[Yeminah]

I have felt this rage before and the grasp of my religion onto my choice to rope. It will all get better with time, trust me bro.