Honestly came pretty close to becoming a normie multiple times

[Prøphet]

I had multiple times where I was on the cusp of getting into a friend group, getting my license, etc, basically getting a life outside of rotting by myself in my room, only to fall short right on the edge due to acting autistic, being ugly, being afraid, being lazy, being neglected, family issues, etc

I had so many opportunities I could've taken. But I didn't. Because of the mental state I was given by the universe.

It hurts when I realize I kind of had the opportunity to take a different path at 16 where I could've at least tried to have a social life, back when my social skills weren't as atrophied from just utter isolation. I think I could be an unrecognizable person by now if I had done the right thing instead of the easy thing.

I never started doing anything because in my depression I felt like it would always be as difficult as it is in the beginning. Which isn't true at all. Momentum builds both with success and failure. I wish I knew that. And I wish I didn't have such a strong ego that I was so afraid of a little embarrassment.

 

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@tansel @pexy

 

[zygosmasher]

You’re as normie as it gets already

 

[Prøphet]

You’re as normie as it gets already

I wish man. Deep down every nd truecel rotter wants to be a normie more than anything. Most of the jokes and hate and vitriol against normies here is simply positional envy.

 

[zygosmasher]

I wish man. Deep down every nd truecel rotter wants to be a normie more than anything. Most of the jokes and hate and vitriol against normies here is simply positional envy.

Yeah obviously

I wish it was simpler

 

[pexy]

I had multiple times where I was on the cusp of getting into a friend group, getting my license, etc, basically getting a life outside of rotting by myself in my room, only to fall short right on the edge due to acting autistic, being ugly, being afraid, being lazy, being neglected, family issues, etc

I had so many opportunities I could've taken. But I didn't. Because of the mental state I was given by the universe.

It hurts when I realize I kind of had the opportunity to take a different path at 16 where I could've at least tried to have a social life, back when my social skills weren't as atrophied from just utter isolation. I think I could be an unrecognizable person by now if I had done the right thing instead of the easy thing.

I never started doing anything because in my depression I felt like it would always be as difficult as it is in the beginning. Which isn't true at all. Momentum builds both with success and failure. I wish I knew that. And I wish I didn't have such a strong ego that I was so afraid of a little embarrassment.

yeah same here haha

i was bluepilled enough to make friends with a girl and eventually ask her out when i was 15

if she said yes my life truly would’ve changed for the better

back then i was kind of a normie

but now it’s too late to go back

i can only look ahead now

for some reason even with how bad things are

and have always been

i still feel that happiness is on the horizon

 

[kisslessvirgin]

so whats the plan from here now

 

[supersaiyancarp27]

same

 

[tansel]

well

ur only 19

u have a whole life ahead of you to get these things

ur not almost 30 like @Swarthy Knight

again there’s nothing wrong with being 30

as such

but still