Turjela
ᴍᴜꜱʟɪᴍ • ꜱʜᴀʀɪᴀʜ ᴇꜱᴘᴏᴜꜱᴀʟ • ʜᴏᴍᴏᴘʜᴏʙᴇ
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Oh my God. This is getting out of control now. 
No porn, not mastrubation and no girlfriend purposefully. The ape inside me wants to blow itself with all the pent up sexual carnal rage.
Only nightfalls are aiding me but even these aren't helping much. We are born in such times where there are so much available women (get a girlfriend or escort), but control for the sake of Allah. The pain is real. Fuark.
The testosterone is flowing in my viens, rape tendencies. A few days back I was thinking of committing Zina, may Allah help me.
There are few years left for marriage. I will literally jump on my wife like a mad ape who has escaped from the zoo.
@SecularIslamist @Timmy @theonewhocantascend
~ 𝐓𝐮𝐫𝐣𝐞𝐥𝐚
No porn, not mastrubation and no girlfriend purposefully. The ape inside me wants to blow itself with all the pent up sexual carnal rage.
Only nightfalls are aiding me but even these aren't helping much. We are born in such times where there are so much available women (get a girlfriend or escort), but control for the sake of Allah. The pain is real. Fuark.
The testosterone is flowing in my viens, rape tendencies. A few days back I was thinking of committing Zina, may Allah help me.
There are few years left for marriage. I will literally jump on my wife like a mad ape who has escaped from the zoo.
"But for the one who fears to stand before his Lord (for judgement) are two gardens" - Holy Quran 55
@SecularIslamist @Timmy @theonewhocantascend
~ 𝐓𝐮𝐫𝐣𝐞𝐥𝐚
