How all my life I got treated terrible for being the ugly sibling

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me and my sister are only one year apart and I’m the older one. She has golden blonde hair, a10 eyes , small narrow nose, hunter feminine eyes, big lips and a defined yet feminine jawline. I have dark brown hair and dark brown eyes, my nose is medium size but ugly and asymmetrical, my lips are thin and kind of narrow which looks bad on women and my jawline is barely visible and small. As kids people would describe her looking as a doll, a potential beauty icon, everyone would tell her to do modeling. We went to the hair salon once both and the woman that was working there started doing my hair first and she was so mean with me, talking to me like I was some kind of annoying person even though I didn’t do anything bad. She seemed so annoyed by me and my hair and you could tell she didn’t enjoy at all her job from the way she was acting. No, it was just me. That woman was most probably treating me like that because she didn’t like how I look. Then after my hair was done, it was my sisters turn. When she entered the room, the hairstylist looked amazed by her presence and couldn’t take her eyes off my sister. She was so interested in what kind of hairstyles and colours did she like most. Was always trying to talk to her like just initiate a conversation with her and just in general seemed so interested in everything about her. She didn’t say a word to me but to my sister, she was humiliating herself trying to talk to her. And was always smiling, was trying to please her. Said she looked like she had potential to win miss world beauty icon. Said she should start modelling as soon as possible and in no case to waste the potential her looks have.