Yo duxk you dude I have regrets it’s not my fault my brain just can’t clock human emotions how normal people can. I needed constant reassurance and was extremely obsessive and made her my whole life and I made myself her whole life and it consumed us and we can still talk and we were supposed to hang out but idk where it’ll go
I think I have I mean in a way for me to be good to her I think we needed this insanely long break up just so I could learn about empathy and human emotions better and like I hate myself for hurting another human being like that like genuinely I felt so shitty months afterwards and still do and will randomly cry
Why would I treat a woman like shit. I would play mind games and shit but I did love her in a weird twisted way which is not the way I want to love her this time I want to be able to make girls jealous and have them wish they had a bf like me not nightmare bfWow ur a immature faggot
I endorse treating women like shit
But u dont know how to do it properly
Honestly over ur a retarded
Chill bro I’ll get physical
Its over
OKAY well the problem is how can I form new connections and actually care about a new girl then
I know bro I see it now
She’s the most empathetic person I know who has never wronged me even when I’d do it a ton of times and would always comfort and reassure me. For some reason she just really likes me like a lot and is also very obsessive and wants to be my everything and I loved it so much
Damn it
Chill bro I’ll get physical
We were just texting like I truly don’t think it’s over but she’s over here doing egg cleanses to try to stop thinking of me keep in mind we didn’t break no contact till we saw eachother when we went out on accidentWell boyo
Its over
i knew a guy who the last thing he ever did to his ex was choke her and she died later and he missed her knowing that was the last thing he ever did to her
I used to hate people for not being able to live alone without a partner but now im one of them
Lol, Gio Scotti
Well I never got physical with me but she would punch me randomly when she got mad not every time but every now and then and she also slapped me for knowing a charli xcx song and then posted me on her private snap story asking what bitvh I talked to for me to know that song
I mean it was a good thread my most popular and she will never find it but it’s still shitty of me idk how bored I must’ve been
Oh shut up
Wtf did I do
Everyone makes mistakes, and as long as you admit your mistake, I won't be able to insult or criticize you.
Empathy's no good
Valid that’s all I want to do learn from my mistakes and I think I have there was no point in treating her like that she didn’t deserve it at all and I want to make things right I do owe it to her I feel that in my heart that’s why I think it’s so hard for me to wanna go after anyone else I feel like I owe her my good side not anyone else
I need more of it
Love and empathy are two different things.
What I’m saying is I’m not an empathetic person at all growing up my mom would bash me for it and say I was cold for not caring about a tragedy or something someone we know is going through but I mean it’s just hard for me to care when it doesn’t directly affect me idk it’s shitty but I’m trying to learn to care
My mom did exactly the same, lol. I just don't care and that's cool with me. You gotta put your mother in check.
I mean that’s the thing dude like I think the same way it’s who I am at my core I’d be putting on an act for others cause it’s the “right” thing and then eventually hope it turns real
It won't turn real.
That’s funny asfThis bitch is called the lack of a second airport
But my question is will I be punished by God for it because I mean I know what I’m doing ragebaiting her making her life miserable but I hadn’t ever been happier than while doing that as fucked as it sounds I just found joy from it but I feel bad now bc i think i matured
You'll be punished by God for not obeying Him. Not for how you feel. Deceiving people is a sin. You don't have to care about how you've made people feel though.
chad could do all of that and shed call him a great guy. u deserve her back
I agree I’m a moid but in the same regard it was never my intention for her to see those messages the girl screen recorded them and sent it my guess is bc I love bombed her then blocked her and got back with my ex and I knew this girl before my ex and we had history so I was just lying my ass off saying she’s the one for me if I knew it would’ve gotten leaked I would’ve never sent that because her feelings would get hurt but the right thing to do is to just not go back to the other girl not shit talk her I lie to myself and tell myself I hate her so I can avoid the hurt she can possibly cause me
I have deceived a lot though but I am changing
Thank you! It’s in the works all though I will have to give up my 30 year old blonde 6’2 foid who is my something
Don't deceive people anymore. Don't feel guilty about the people you've deceived though. Guilt is a weapon of the devil.
Yes guilt is just what pains me so much I hate the feeling of guilt genuinely makes me wanna rope sometimes but not actually
