How am I to continue living when I’ve done everything “right”

[Bruce_Ugly]

occasionally I get a break, and ounce of peace and I feel alright, I go to work and I’m with others who are educated like me, they’re professional, and I actively make a difference in peoples lives. I feel good, I have money, not absurd amounts but I live comfortable. My gf comes over whenever I want, she takes care of me when I’m sick and gets sick herself just to make sure she cooks for me, and gives me medicine. I have a stable family, I live on my own, I even have the motorcycle I’ve wanted all my life. I went to school just like my parents wanted me to, I have no loans I have nothing I paid for it myself. Everything seems to be in order, there’s nothing that would be missing but a wife and kids but I just turned 20. There’s just an overwhelming sense of hopelessness, idk if it’s this forum, the realizations that came with it but I just can’t fucking take it anymore I constantly fantasize about ending it everything is horrible in my eyes I can’t change my mindset what the fuck else can I do it’s been 3 years like this how do I stop myself from leaving everything behind I want the peace of death

 

[GoErOnFoids]

occasionally I get a break, and ounce of peace and I feel alright, I go to work and I’m with others who are educated like me, they’re professional, and I actively make a difference in peoples lives. I feel good, I have money, not absurd amounts but I live comfortable. My gf comes over whenever I want, she takes care of me when I’m sick and gets sick herself just to make sure she cooks for me, and gives me medicine. I have a stable family, I live on my own, I even have the motorcycle I’ve wanted all my life. I went to school just like my parents wanted me to, I have no loans I have nothing I paid for it myself. Everything seems to be in order, there’s nothing that would be missing but a wife and kids but I just turned 20. There’s just an overwhelming sense of hopelessness, idk if it’s this forum, the realizations that came with it but I just can’t fucking take it anymore I constantly fantasize about ending it everything is horrible in my eyes I can’t change my mindset what the fuck else can I do it’s been 3 years like this how do I stop myself from leaving everything behind I want the peace of death

Leave everything behind and take a fuckton of money with you (sell everything but the motorcycle) then just go the biggest fucking trip on your motorcycle

 

[202]

occasionally I get a break, and ounce of peace and I feel alright, I go to work and I’m with others who are educated like me, they’re professional, and I actively make a difference in peoples lives. I feel good, I have money, not absurd amounts but I live comfortable. My gf comes over whenever I want, she takes care of me when I’m sick and gets sick herself just to make sure she cooks for me, and gives me medicine. I have a stable family, I live on my own, I even have the motorcycle I’ve wanted all my life. I went to school just like my parents wanted me to, I have no loans I have nothing I paid for it myself. Everything seems to be in order, there’s nothing that would be missing but a wife and kids but I just turned 20. There’s just an overwhelming sense of hopelessness, idk if it’s this forum, the realizations that came with it but I just can’t fucking take it anymore I constantly fantasize about ending it everything is horrible in my eyes I can’t change my mindset what the fuck else can I do it’s been 3 years like this how do I stop myself from leaving everything behind I want the peace of death

dnr if ur that unhappy rope

 

[shieldzz]

Give me ur gf and u can kill yourself after

 

[Mutumbu]

occasionally I get a break, and ounce of peace and I feel alright, I go to work and I’m with others who are educated like me, they’re professional, and I actively make a difference in peoples lives. I feel good, I have money, not absurd amounts but I live comfortable. My gf comes over whenever I want, she takes care of me when I’m sick and gets sick herself just to make sure she cooks for me, and gives me medicine. I have a stable family, I live on my own, I even have the motorcycle I’ve wanted all my life. I went to school just like my parents wanted me to, I have no loans I have nothing I paid for it myself. Everything seems to be in order, there’s nothing that would be missing but a wife and kids but I just turned 20. There’s just an overwhelming sense of hopelessness, idk if it’s this forum, the realizations that came with it but I just can’t fucking take it anymore I constantly fantasize about ending it everything is horrible in my eyes I can’t change my mindset what the fuck else can I do it’s been 3 years like this how do I stop myself from leaving everything behind I want the peace of death

my steak is too juicy and my lobster is too buttery, just sell motorcycle and go travel europe or asia with your girl shouldnt cost more than 20k and itll show you how fortunate you are

 

[VirTeX]

occasionally I get a break, and ounce of peace and I feel alright, I go to work and I’m with others who are educated like me, they’re professional, and I actively make a difference in peoples lives. I feel good, I have money, not absurd amounts but I live comfortable. My gf comes over whenever I want, she takes care of me when I’m sick and gets sick herself just to make sure she cooks for me, and gives me medicine. I have a stable family, I live on my own, I even have the motorcycle I’ve wanted all my life. I went to school just like my parents wanted me to, I have no loans I have nothing I paid for it myself. Everything seems to be in order, there’s nothing that would be missing but a wife and kids but I just turned 20. There’s just an overwhelming sense of hopelessness, idk if it’s this forum, the realizations that came with it but I just can’t fucking take it anymore I constantly fantasize about ending it everything is horrible in my eyes I can’t change my mindset what the fuck else can I do it’s been 3 years like this how do I stop myself from leaving everything behind I want the peace of death

Bros drowning while we die of thirst. I’d kill to even have a motorcyle tbh. Why are you unhappy?

 

[Bruce_Ugly]

Bros drowning while we die of thirst. I’d kill to even have a motorcyle tbh. Why are you unhappy?

Idfk anymore

 

[4Christ_sake]

occasionally I get a break, and ounce of peace and I feel alright, I go to work and I’m with others who are educated like me, they’re professional, and I actively make a difference in peoples lives. I feel good, I have money, not absurd amounts but I live comfortable. My gf comes over whenever I want, she takes care of me when I’m sick and gets sick herself just to make sure she cooks for me, and gives me medicine. I have a stable family, I live on my own, I even have the motorcycle I’ve wanted all my life. I went to school just like my parents wanted me to, I have no loans I have nothing I paid for it myself. Everything seems to be in order, there’s nothing that would be missing but a wife and kids but I just turned 20. There’s just an overwhelming sense of hopelessness, idk if it’s this forum, the realizations that came with it but I just can’t fucking take it anymore I constantly fantasize about ending it everything is horrible in my eyes I can’t change my mindset what the fuck else can I do it’s been 3 years like this how do I stop myself from leaving everything behind I want the peace of death

Idk man

 

[Bruce_Ugly]

Bros drowning while we die of thirst. I’d kill to even have a motorcyle tbh. Why are you unhappy?

Everyday is the same where else do I go how much more school what else will fucking help me i don’t wanna be myself anymore i am losing my fucking mind what am I waiting around for

 

[Bruce_Ugly]

occasionally I get a break, and ounce of peace and I feel alright, I go to work and I’m with others who are educated like me, they’re professional, and I actively make a difference in peoples lives. I feel good, I have money, not absurd amounts but I live comfortable. My gf comes over whenever I want, she takes care of me when I’m sick and gets sick herself just to make sure she cooks for me, and gives me medicine. I have a stable family, I live on my own, I even have the motorcycle I’ve wanted all my life. I went to school just like my parents wanted me to, I have no loans I have nothing I paid for it myself. Everything seems to be in order, there’s nothing that would be missing but a wife and kids but I just turned 20. There’s just an overwhelming sense of hopelessness, idk if it’s this forum, the realizations that came with it but I just can’t fucking take it anymore I constantly fantasize about ending it everything is horrible in my eyes I can’t change my mindset what the fuck else can I do it’s been 3 years like this how do I stop myself from leaving everything behind I want the peace of death

Nevertheless there’s bitches to fuck and Jews to cook I’ll thug it out one more day like the real nigger I am have a nice night everyone

 

[subhumanmonster2006]

occasionally I get a break, and ounce of peace and I feel alright, I go to work and I’m with others who are educated like me, they’re professional, and I actively make a difference in peoples lives. I feel good, I have money, not absurd amounts but I live comfortable. My gf comes over whenever I want, she takes care of me when I’m sick and gets sick herself just to make sure she cooks for me, and gives me medicine. I have a stable family, I live on my own, I even have the motorcycle I’ve wanted all my life. I went to school just like my parents wanted me to, I have no loans I have nothing I paid for it myself. Everything seems to be in order, there’s nothing that would be missing but a wife and kids but I just turned 20. There’s just an overwhelming sense of hopelessness, idk if it’s this forum, the realizations that came with it but I just can’t fucking take it anymore I constantly fantasize about ending it everything is horrible in my eyes I can’t change my mindset what the fuck else can I do it’s been 3 years like this how do I stop myself from leaving everything behind I want the peace of death

"ive done everything right" your first mistake when leading a normal life or doing everything right is by being here bro LOL get off the org, go live your life, you have a girl, family and a decent job clearly, stop whining and appreciate life or something bro

 

[ascend.exe]

Dude please don't kill yourself, what makes you so depressed? Is it that you have everything in your life figured out? I think its important to always have long term goals, do you own a home? What about vacations or something like that to explore and enjoy your life as a young successful guy?

I think the forum might be getting to ur head and it does to me too, when you have things that it seems like everyone else wants and would make them happy and it doesn't make you happy, you start to wonder if you'll ever be happy or why your not in the moment.

But maybe, that isn't your purpose, if the achievment of all these worldly posessions does not make you satisfied than you must go within, find the peace within yourself and figure out what you want to do with your life.