Sean o' Tist
DIAGNOSED WITH DEPRESSION
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How do they do it? I mean like joyfulness and like this happy appereance etc... how do they do that?
Its like... How? Why? Why cant I do it? Why cant I be like that? Why cant I have a big friend group and just laugh at shit? Whats like.... whats wrong with me? Like I dont feel bad, but I dont feel joyfull either. And its quite... its weitrd. Especially when u see all these other people just being so damn cheerfull and chatty, without overthinking. Most of em evel look worse than me, so its not "muh they ched". Its just weird. I dont inderstand it.
And most of all, they seem to have true, amazing friends. And have amazing bond w them. Like, I do like my frinds, dont get me wrong. But I cant feel tha much of a attachement.... Its not like I can float through life just having fun most of the tie for some reason....
Its like... How? Why? Why cant I do it? Why cant I be like that? Why cant I have a big friend group and just laugh at shit? Whats like.... whats wrong with me? Like I dont feel bad, but I dont feel joyfull either. And its quite... its weitrd. Especially when u see all these other people just being so damn cheerfull and chatty, without overthinking. Most of em evel look worse than me, so its not "muh they ched". Its just weird. I dont inderstand it.
And most of all, they seem to have true, amazing friends. And have amazing bond w them. Like, I do like my frinds, dont get me wrong. But I cant feel tha much of a attachement.... Its not like I can float through life just having fun most of the tie for some reason....