How blackpill ruined my life

[project chadlite]

Blackpill saved you from acting like a fool. Just accept it and keep your head up as theres nothing you can do anyways. Ascend or suicide

 

[Deleted member 32727]

Hey I came across this forum recently and saw other people posting their stories so I thought I'd share mine.

Blackpill ruined my life. Every time I see somebody, like a family or friends etc, I only see them for their cheek bones and other facial structures. It's never about how much I love them or how good of a person they are - I'm always just rating their facial harmonies or whatever. I hate it.

I feel like it's consumed my entire life and I'm wondering how I can escape it fully and ascend to white pill or clear. Can anybody share their stories about how they escaped? Or is it impossible without therapy etc?? I'm genuinely lost and I feel like I can't ascend until I reach my prime again. Life just feels shit. I always walk around my home with constant headaches because of the ratings and shit. I spend most days not going out with friends and family.

My mental health is fucked and it's mainly my height that bothers me. (5"7 btw) It just feels like I get ignored by women my age all the time, as if I don't exist or smt. It pissed me off, especially with all these truecel fucking tall people. They're all so ugly, capped at the LTN level.

When I go out into town I'm always reviewing the facial structures and bone compositions of people, especially cause these English subhumans are the most disgusting people I have ever seen. (I swear the British phenotype is the worst lmaoo)

I really hope there's a way out or something. Hopefully it doesn't involve therapy cause ibr I don't wanna speak to people loll

unironically get closer to god and just pray

 

[Deleted member 32727]

Blackpill saved you from acting like a fool. Just accept it and keep your head up as theres nothing you can do anyways. Ascend or suicide

Harsh but true

 

[StellaFanboy]

I agree that blackpill ruined my life and everything looks so fake and predictable, also depression. But at least im back down to earth, i realized how the real world works and that it doesnt work like a tv show or movie. Im glad that i never went cold approaching, and i almost did.

 

[StellaFanboy]

Blackpill saved you from acting like a fool. Just accept it and keep your head up as theres nothing you can do anyways. Ascend or suicide

THIS. I wanted to "improve" my social skills, watching charisma on command and doing the bs that they talk about, in real life thinking i will become a social god and girls will finally like me etc. I cant believe how naive and stupid i was.