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bornover
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- Jul 17, 2026
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I hate using that term as its some anime bs but ever since i learnt that word its what i use now instead of saying bum or neet or a leech on his own parents etc. I was never like this tho I graduated hs in 6/2023. Ever since then I have been in my room. Yes i had friends they msg'd me during the summer i had friends during hs i was normal. But i just slowly stopped talking responding etc anyways generic hikikimori start bum shi. Boom 2026 now im here. Yes I was asked by my parents "are u looking for a job" "u found anything" etc. My parents love me dont get me wrong. I am blessed i dont believe in god because i was born sub 5 etc etc but I was truly blessed for the 2 humans who are taking care of me. Yet I throw it in their face like nothing. I ask for gas money but i use it to buy a cart or alch or cigs. I love being cross faded so I am trying to compensate instead of being on all 3 im trying to heavily rely on just THC. I realize i dont have to censor the THC or cigaretes this isnt tiktok. anyways. How can someone like me make money. I am born in California. I can literally just go outside and ask for a mc donalds manager for an application yet i do nothig. I am blessed to be where i am yet i do nothing. idk anymore how can I think abt making money when I am not even a person to my own parents. like how can i start at level 1 when im not even finished with the entrance level idk anymore. it truly was born over for me man idk anymore