igniteisbad
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my mom already knows about blackpill but still argues with me about it. I have already acknowledged she has already helped me when I talked to her about looksmaxxing, shes bought me vitamin supplements, skincare, and a hair product, shit like that. she's really into health and healthy products and allat so she gets really skeptical about anything if she has heard it for the first time. I know I've already ascended a bit thanks to myself and these softmax products, but of course I still want more. anytime I ever show/talk to her about something that she hasn't heard about she immediately shuts it down as if its some hardcore surgery like LL. today I talked to her about palate expansion which seemed too much for her, so instead of talking about palate expansion she immediately converted to "why are you so down on yourself?" "you're beautiful and I mean it" (I'm ltn jfl) "accept yourself the way you are" "you're good looking enough to have a girlfriend" (how come I don't have one? there are popular good looking douchebags in my school that engage in sexual acts with hot girls and I don't, hmm I guess its just chances and yes I'm NT in public). "this is getting too much, its not good for your mental health" (as I argue that my mental health will be better once I'm better looking, although I'm not sure about that) "you're getting insane, this is the only thing you ever do, obsess over your looks" (as I get laughed at in school after people take photos of me, as I witness everyone else doing better than me dating wise, as I have thought of myself as ugly even before I knew about BP, as girls don't even notice me. what else am I supposed to fucking do? I'm blackpilled for a reason) and all those bluepilled type quotes. I just wish she would understand but no matter how hard I have tried to explain so far, the most I get out of her is that looks matter a little bit, temporarily. if only I could get her to understand what it's like for me, and for her to give me more chances to explain other ways to ascend, that probably aren't as bad as she thought. can anyone give any recommendations for what to tell her so she can understand my blackpilled life more, and for her to be on my side and listen when I talk about another thing that will help me ascend? I need help. please.
young greycel here so don't flame the post I was just speaking from my heart
young greycel here so don't flame the post I was just speaking from my heart