geekr
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In short I hate my life, and its getting much worse. To some things up in a week I will have to start working 20 hours a week to afford hgh, study 4 hours daily, train 2 hours daily for powerlifting, find time for reselling, tutor immigrant children becouse it looks good for university, write python and html also for university, compete in deca. I'll have to do this for the next 9.5 months. I have absolutely no one to talk to since my parents are always working and I'll absolutely 0 time to hang out with any of my friends. My mom keeps saying shes to lazy to cook but I can tell something is going wrong financially. Im loosing weight and im a manlet(5 7.5) at 14. I guess I fucked around for too long and now I have to actually do something. I will have absolutely zero free time and im going to be fully isolated from human interaction for the next 9.5-12 months. Im also pretty badly dependent on snus and cigs. Anyway today was my last free day before I need to start focusing on studying to prepare for all the ap courses im taking. My girl also left me and turns out she was with 50 other guys during our relationship(not a hyperbole). Besides that I need some way to disassociate myself from this situation. Also some resources on ap math and science would appreciated.
