How can I fix my life?

[xonrose]

How can I fix my life?
My mom isolates me from society
I have no friends
I can't go out, never
I'm homeschooled
I don't have access to internet except when I'm in classes
My mom has a camera in my desktop to watch my tablet screen
I'm fed food I don't like and forced to eat
My parents hate me
My mom let my brother be abusive and rude with me
I like watching goatis in my room alone but most of the time my mom enters to my room and makes me do stuff (I can't even be alone in peace)
When I cut myself she doesn't take me seriously and says I do it for attention (she said that when she saw my neck cuts)
I have depression
When I had a secret phone and she found out she sold it
If I have friends the opposite gender things will get bad
My mom never listen to me, she always put me down and mock my feelings
I'm 15 btw, and no, I can't call police, and no this isn't ragebait

 

[rovtt]

Dnr

 

[snotaap.psl]

How can I fix my life?
My mom isolates me from society
I have no friends
I can't go out, never
I'm homeschooled
I don't have access to internet except when I'm in classes
My mom has a camera in my desktop to watch my tablet screen
I'm fed food I don't like and forced to eat
My parents hate me
My mom let my brother be abusive and rude with me
I like watching goatis in my room alone but most of the time my mom enters to my room and makes me do stuff (I can't even be alone in peace)
When I cut myself she doesn't take me seriously and says I do it for attention (she said that when she saw my neck cuts)
I have depression
When I had a secret phone and she found out she sold it
If I have friends the opposite gender things will get bad
My mom never listen to me, she always put me down and mock my feelings
I'm 15 btw, and no, I can't call police, and no this isn't ragebait

caging it's so over for you khhv for life.

 

[xonrose]

caging it's so over for you khhv for life.

I'm not khhv tho not an incel btw I pull

 

[samgrattlescouilles]

call the cops idk

 

[jester patell]

How did u even find this website if you have no social interactions jfl

 

[xonrose]

When I had a secret phone

 

[PakAryan]

I'm not khhv tho not an incel btw I pull

How TF you pull and not khhv if you never leave the house and are constantly watched by your mom? Either you're a lying nigga or you're slaying your family members. DNR retard

 

[xonrose]

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[xonrose]

How TF you pull and not khhv if you never leave the house and are constantly watched by your mom? Either you're a lying nigga or you're slaying your family members. DNR retard

When I was less restricted I used to have a friend and he helped me organize a double date, also I used to live with my grandma and I made some friends near her house and no, I don't slay my family members wtf and no, I'm not lying

 

[PakAryan]

Did you slay the girl or just make out or date or what

When I was less restricted I used to have a friend and he helped me organize a double date, also I used to live with my grandma and I made some friends near her house and no, I don't slay my family members wtf and no, I'm not lying

 

[xonrose]

Did you slay the girl or just make out or date or what

Yes I did

 

[handsomegrapist]

Pray to gandy lil bro

 

[PakAryan]

Yes I did

anyway well idk, if you have a chill relative or grandparents or something try asking them and seeing what you can do, maybe move in with them, if not I guess you just have to cope and see if you can try and "negotiate" or gradually convince your parents or do things. For example my parents didn't let me have a phone for a long time, so I got "lost" a couple of times, and this got them to buy me a phone in freshman year of hs (some of their friends started questioning why I didn't have a phone too).for the other stuff maybe try to be as "obedient" and good as possible and see if you can get them to give you more freedoms, idk really tho

 

[PakAryan]

Yes I did

Also could you shed some light on "why" your parents are like this? Like are they strictly religious, are they third worlders, or something

 

[LTNUser]

caging it's so over for you khhv for life.

Nigga he's 15,if you can't help then don't demotivate him either

 

[Apchun144]

Rape everyone