rixzless
Iron
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I want to start this off by saying I’m a late bloomer to puberty I believe. I turned 17 two months ago and I still have practically no facial fair. It’s literally just a slight SLIGHT fucking mustache barely can see that shit and a couple chin hairs which can grow a lil long n curl so I js shave em off lol. But point is my own little brother who is turning 15 in a month has more facial hair, a lil deeper voice I believe but he’s shorter lol. I’m around 5’10.5-5’11 idk anymore. I got a blood test done January stating my levels 562 ng/dl or whatever fucking unit they use and free test was at 80 and this was with a vitamins D deficiency. Ever since then I’ve been supplementing it K2 along side but point is it’s never enough. I never rly rly get morning wood probably bc I goon everyday LMAOO but I’ve been stopping since. I’ve been going to the gym for two years now. I went from 135-175 during last years bulk from before summer to February 2024 and been cutting ever since, I’m 14% bf at 150 now. You may be asking why am I telling you all this and I’ll get to that
THE FUCKING ISSUE
it’s never enough, I always strive for perfection but I can’t get to what I want. I’m a perfectionist, if one thing doesn’t go my way I scrap it all. I always feel like I’m never enough, like every thing I do is js bullshit compared to the person who’s genetically gifted. I want to fucking ASCEND, I want to be the guy who can go up to any girl and get there phone number like that. I want to be the person who ppl like to do a double take like “dam he’s rly fine” I just don’t know where to get there. I want foward growth, a better gonial angle, longer clavicles but I just don’t know how. I don’t get it no matter how much weight I lose I still feel that I’m never gonna get to hollow cheeks like I still look chubby. And you say “well you have shitty bones” but I just don’t know how to fix it you fucking retard help me. I don’t even know what level I am in the shitty catagory of ur “sub 5 - CHAD”
But I’ll post my physique lol maybe one day my face
Keep in mind I probably abused the living shit out of angles and lighting I don’t feel worthy of this
THE FUCKING ISSUE
it’s never enough, I always strive for perfection but I can’t get to what I want. I’m a perfectionist, if one thing doesn’t go my way I scrap it all. I always feel like I’m never enough, like every thing I do is js bullshit compared to the person who’s genetically gifted. I want to fucking ASCEND, I want to be the guy who can go up to any girl and get there phone number like that. I want to be the person who ppl like to do a double take like “dam he’s rly fine” I just don’t know where to get there. I want foward growth, a better gonial angle, longer clavicles but I just don’t know how. I don’t get it no matter how much weight I lose I still feel that I’m never gonna get to hollow cheeks like I still look chubby. And you say “well you have shitty bones” but I just don’t know how to fix it you fucking retard help me. I don’t even know what level I am in the shitty catagory of ur “sub 5 - CHAD”
But I’ll post my physique lol maybe one day my face
Keep in mind I probably abused the living shit out of angles and lighting I don’t feel worthy of this
