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I geninuely hate how im living and i feel like i will forever feel horrible my whole life. Everyone who i ever considered a friend or even someone close to me like a childhoodfriend has betrayed me or done shit to me and cause problems. Every girl i dated after we stop talking they spread rumours about me. Always bro always something fucking new happens.
I also have no one to talk to about my problems i have been going thru lots of bullshit that are so brutal that i cant even say on this forum for legal reasons. Yes im 6ft + and i have a excellent body and im HTN (in the eyes of girls maybe not you guys) but i have a very difficult life im too down to even explain everything since i know no one really gives a fuck and im also so mad and sad that theres really no good souls like me on this earth and just bunch of evil and i dont wanna be apart of this.
So im asking you all please im being serious what are ways i can take the easy way out without pain im fucking miserable and i know theres no afterlife. All i really wanted was maybe a good girl out there who was loyal and doesnt cheat and doesnt have overly high standards fuck its even over for me. I got the best genetics from my disgusting parents and even i cant get a good girl.
I just wish i had someone to hug i dont even remember the last time i truely hugged someone because im always so isolated from being so hurt by people. I just really wish someone out there male or girl or like uh bestfriend or something hugging me telling me its fine or maybe i could cry on someones shoulder. Fuck i just wish i had a big brother i can talk to or like a dad? A mom? That really cared no fuck i dont even got no one. I dont trust anyone and i hate my disgusting town.
I really cant take this anymore its unbearable i just wanna end it and ive decided i wanna do it. I cant get cyanide its too hard so what options are there? If god truely exists im sorry but i really cant take this anymore and im sorry to you reading this but i really cant take this anymore i dont belong in this evil world.
If your reading this im most likely dead in a couple of days.
I also have no one to talk to about my problems i have been going thru lots of bullshit that are so brutal that i cant even say on this forum for legal reasons. Yes im 6ft + and i have a excellent body and im HTN (in the eyes of girls maybe not you guys) but i have a very difficult life im too down to even explain everything since i know no one really gives a fuck and im also so mad and sad that theres really no good souls like me on this earth and just bunch of evil and i dont wanna be apart of this.
So im asking you all please im being serious what are ways i can take the easy way out without pain im fucking miserable and i know theres no afterlife. All i really wanted was maybe a good girl out there who was loyal and doesnt cheat and doesnt have overly high standards fuck its even over for me. I got the best genetics from my disgusting parents and even i cant get a good girl.
I just wish i had someone to hug i dont even remember the last time i truely hugged someone because im always so isolated from being so hurt by people. I just really wish someone out there male or girl or like uh bestfriend or something hugging me telling me its fine or maybe i could cry on someones shoulder. Fuck i just wish i had a big brother i can talk to or like a dad? A mom? That really cared no fuck i dont even got no one. I dont trust anyone and i hate my disgusting town.
I really cant take this anymore its unbearable i just wanna end it and ive decided i wanna do it. I cant get cyanide its too hard so what options are there? If god truely exists im sorry but i really cant take this anymore and im sorry to you reading this but i really cant take this anymore i dont belong in this evil world.
If your reading this im most likely dead in a couple of days.