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UknownRace
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I'm 20 and I'm a virgin. I've been asked by girls many times.
I had my glow up when I was 16 but I was already used to being an ugly fuck so when girls started flirting with me it was so weird and unusual that I didn't know what to do. I'm still in the same situation.
At 17 I was offered a blowjob, another hoe wanted me to fuck her in the school's bathroom, and probably some more that I don't remember but I acted like I had too much pussy around me to be bothered. Truth is I was scared AF.
I then had a girlfriend but only kissed her 1 time and never got to more than that. Lasted 2 months.
Then after Covid I lost the little social skills that I had and now girls don't even look at me in the eyes or acknowledge my existence while I'm talking to them. Feel like talking to a wall.
I'm moneymaxxing but that's it. Gymmaxxing was useless, I didn't do any better than when I was a skinny twink. Don't even have female friends to show off anything. Only girls that give me interest are beckies but even then I'm too scared to make any move at all. I feel like I have to be forcefully raped to lose my virginity, otherwise I'll keep running away forever.
I had my glow up when I was 16 but I was already used to being an ugly fuck so when girls started flirting with me it was so weird and unusual that I didn't know what to do. I'm still in the same situation.
At 17 I was offered a blowjob, another hoe wanted me to fuck her in the school's bathroom, and probably some more that I don't remember but I acted like I had too much pussy around me to be bothered. Truth is I was scared AF.
I then had a girlfriend but only kissed her 1 time and never got to more than that. Lasted 2 months.
Then after Covid I lost the little social skills that I had and now girls don't even look at me in the eyes or acknowledge my existence while I'm talking to them. Feel like talking to a wall.
I'm moneymaxxing but that's it. Gymmaxxing was useless, I didn't do any better than when I was a skinny twink. Don't even have female friends to show off anything. Only girls that give me interest are beckies but even then I'm too scared to make any move at all. I feel like I have to be forcefully raped to lose my virginity, otherwise I'll keep running away forever.