bignosesmallchin
World domination
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I'm 20 and have been smoking weed every single day since my 15th birthday, don't have a real education as I failed and always skipped school, I feel like a retard tbh. I find it hard to learn, idk if my brain just can't process some things, or if I just have a hard time focusing.
Another problem I have is asking questions, I ask way too many questions, and half of the shit I ask seems like nobody else has ever asked before so it's impossible to find answers, and when I can't find the answer that pertains to something I'm trying to learn, it makes it impossible for me to understand. I also have a hard time trying to understand what other people are trying to say/explain, like I need shit to be very detailed for me to understand.
Back in school whenever the teacher would hand out a paper with instructions on it, I could barely ever understand the instructions thoroughly and would need to go ask the teacher face to face what she meant and have her explain it in detail. And whenever someone asks me to do something, I always feel the need to ask them to explain it in detail, my dad could ask me to move a box, and my response would be where, and then if he says the basement, I would say "where in the basement?" And then if he says "On the shelf" I would say "which row?"
Like idk if I'm fucking retarded or what but I wish I could just understand things easier, maybe I just don't put enough effort into learning things/learning how to learn. I'm just tired of being a retard tbh.
Another problem I have is asking questions, I ask way too many questions, and half of the shit I ask seems like nobody else has ever asked before so it's impossible to find answers, and when I can't find the answer that pertains to something I'm trying to learn, it makes it impossible for me to understand. I also have a hard time trying to understand what other people are trying to say/explain, like I need shit to be very detailed for me to understand.
Back in school whenever the teacher would hand out a paper with instructions on it, I could barely ever understand the instructions thoroughly and would need to go ask the teacher face to face what she meant and have her explain it in detail. And whenever someone asks me to do something, I always feel the need to ask them to explain it in detail, my dad could ask me to move a box, and my response would be where, and then if he says the basement, I would say "where in the basement?" And then if he says "On the shelf" I would say "which row?"
Like idk if I'm fucking retarded or what but I wish I could just understand things easier, maybe I just don't put enough effort into learning things/learning how to learn. I'm just tired of being a retard tbh.
