How can someone not be autistic weak mentalcel if his parents raised and treated him like worthless shit?

[Deleted member 12425]

Personally, I am an orge, and also taller than 99.9% of my country yet I am like a little girl mentally. Just so weak, no confidence, no assertiveness, and extremely introvert. I am like an invisible man.
What can someone do to change his personality entirely if his parents doomed him? I no longer live with them.

 

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Btw Im not self bragging, I am pointing that I shouldnt be this weak with what I have.

 

[Ritalincel]

 

[Deleted member 11167]

My plan is to do a lot of mind-altering drugs to somehow fraud my character tbh.

 

[Deleted member 12425]

My plan is to do a lot of mind-altering drugs to somehow fraud my character tbh.

Tried drugs and other bad things to be more ‘free’ yet it didn’t help at all. I now do many bad things yet so personally weak jfl.

 

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My 5’8” younger brother is an alpha ngl

 

[RAITEIII]

Personally, I am an orge, and also taller than 99.9% of my country yet I am like a little girl mentally. Just so weak, no confidence, no assertiveness, and extremely introvert. I am like an invisible man.
What can someone do to change his personality entirely if his parents doomed him? I no longer live with them.

Mental damage. I also deal with this.

 

[Deleted member 12425]

Mental damage. I also deal with this.

Is if over bro? Been trying to fix this for a long time.

 

[Deleted member 11167]

Tried drugs and other bad things to be more ‘free’ yet it didn’t help at all. I now do many bad things yet so personally weak jfl.

Well I think a lot of us lack any life experience and that's why we are where we are

So that is the reason why we are mentally little kids.

 

[RAITEIII]

Is if over bro? Been trying to fix this for a long time.

I cannot tell you it's over. Most likely not.

Mental health isnt properly understood. Talking from my experience, I suffered from the things you mention (still do but to a less extent), it's an inner lack of value that does not allow me to be free.

The choices that I have:

1. Increase my value. I achieve this by looking better, doing things that give me validation, get to experience that I am someone highly competent. You basically gotta narcymaxx based on a reality that you have to create, not delusion.
If you think high of you there will be nothing holding you back to be assertive, confident or be yourself.

2. Try to fix your brain. Trial and error with medication that might fix symptoms. This is usually needed because our looks are not bad enough (sometimes even good) to validate the mental handicap. I tried a drug that suddenly made me give 0 fuck about anything and Jesús Jesús christ that felt great.

Both approaches can be used, and the better choice is doing both.

I have to go greycel

 

[Deleted member 12425]

I cannot tell you it's over. Most likely not.

Mental health isnt properly understood. Talking from my experience, I suffered from the things you mention (still do but to a less extent), it's an inner lack of value that does not allow me to be free.

The choices that I have:

1. Increase my value. I achieve this by looking better, doing things that give me validation, get to experience that I am someone highly competent. You basically gotta narcymaxx based on a reality that you have to create, not delusion.
If you think high of you there will be nothing holding you back to be assertive, confident or be yourself.

2. Try to fix your brain. Trial and error with medication that might fix symptoms. This is usually needed because our looks are not bad enough (sometimes even good) to validate the mental handicap. I tried a drug that suddenly made me give 0 fuck about anything and Jesús Jesús christ that felt great.

Both approaches can be used, and the better choice is doing both.

I have to go greycel

This is very very helpful thank you brocel. I just understood that my inner value is so fucking shit. Which is what making me this way. I will update this post few months later to see what progress we made. I am generally looksmaxxing because of this problem too.

Also, what medications could help with this problem? Tried painkillers and as long as effect go away I turn back to the little girl.

 

[RAITEIII]

This is very very helpful thank you brocel. I just understood that my inner value is so fucking shit. Which is what making me this way. I will update this post few months later to see what progress we made. I am generally looksmaxxing because of this problem too.

Also, what medications could help with this problem? Tried painkillers and as long as effect go away I turn back to the little girl.

I don't think there's any drug that by itself can permanently change you,and itd be dangerous trying it as it could affect you in more unpredictable ways.

If you find something that works for you, then you should have no issue using it frequently and no risk. Its understandable that it's not ideal but it's exponentiallly better than being in a bad mental place.

In combination with the other approach u should no longer face difficulties.

On a side note, if you have the money, go for a good male psychotherapist. He might have certain knowledge to process those experiences that caused u develop this.