Bewusst
dead inside
- Joined
- Aug 11, 2019
- Posts
- 17,140
- Reputation
- 22,244
Serious question. Every blackpilled person knows that looks determine almost everything - all kinds of relationships (including friendships), carreer options, mental health, even lifespan - and yet we live in a virtue signalling, bluepilled society which shamelessly pretends that we actually had a choice; that lack of effort, personality and competence were the reason for our failures, not our looks.
Living in this kind of society as an ugly person, knowing that one will forever be judged, no matter how hard he works and still being expected to expose oneself on a daily basis just so he can survive and keep living a miserable, depressed life is (for me) unimaginable.
I can (theoretically) deal with the fact I'm ugly. I can easily deal with the fact I'm unattractive to the opposite sex and I can live a solitary life just fine. But I can not deal with the fact that I have to expose myself to others every single day to wageslave, just to survive, when I can not accept what I see in the mirror. It's degrading and will lead to at least one of these outcomes:
1. I'll manage to fix my looks enough so I can accept them (best outcome)
2. incapacity and psychiatric treatment
3. suicide/early death.
Addiction is/will be involved either way.
How do you cope? What do you guys imagine your life to be like in the future?
Living in this kind of society as an ugly person, knowing that one will forever be judged, no matter how hard he works and still being expected to expose oneself on a daily basis just so he can survive and keep living a miserable, depressed life is (for me) unimaginable.
I can (theoretically) deal with the fact I'm ugly. I can easily deal with the fact I'm unattractive to the opposite sex and I can live a solitary life just fine. But I can not deal with the fact that I have to expose myself to others every single day to wageslave, just to survive, when I can not accept what I see in the mirror. It's degrading and will lead to at least one of these outcomes:
1. I'll manage to fix my looks enough so I can accept them (best outcome)
2. incapacity and psychiatric treatment
3. suicide/early death.
Addiction is/will be involved either way.
How do you cope? What do you guys imagine your life to be like in the future?