How can you guys ENJOY the present

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I live thinking about the future I will have, moving to another country, getting a good job, getting surgeries,etc.

How can you guys live enjoying the present, I'm so self aware about my looks it makes everything uncomfortable
 
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Weed will take care of that
 
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Then make impactful decisions?
I mean all the impactful decisions would be about getting money and graduating from university.

All so I can move to another country, get surgeries and live a new life with money and feeling human
 
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I live thinking about the future I will have, moving to another country, getting a good job, getting surgeries,etc.

How can you guys live enjoying the present, I'm so self aware about my looks it makes everything uncomfortable
bro ur literally thinking of the future while trying to live in present. you think about how people will look at you before you enter a room and ur future. NIGGA TRY ACTUALLY LIVING IN THE PRESENT FIRST :lul:
 
bro ur literally thinking of the future while trying to live in present. you think about how people will look at you before you enter a room and ur future. NIGGA TRY ACTUALLY LIVING IN THE PRESENT FIRST :lul:
You just repeated what I said 😶
How can I live the present when it's trash and will have nothing to do with my future
 
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You just repeated what I said 😶
How can I live the present when it's trash and will have nothing to do with my future
bro ur contradicting urself. u quite literally cannot live in the present if ur thinking of ur future.
 
Not all moments are meant to be enjoyed. Stop trying to enjoy everything.
 
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bro ur contradicting urself. u quite literally cannot live in the present if ur thinking of ur future.
That's not what I meant, maybe I redacted it bad.

I meant, how can I enjoy my current life when I'm so obsessed with the future life I want to have. I'm not living the present, I'm not enjoying because of what i said
 
Maybe that's right
Emotional health is important but it's not about joy its about function, particularly appropriate functioning. That being said, I doubt you are completely devoid of joys. Just that you could use some more. It's natural to be in such a state, just keep doing things to improve it.
 
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I live thinking about the future I will have, moving to another country, getting a good job, getting surgeries,etc.

How can you guys live enjoying the present, I'm so self aware about my looks it makes everything uncomfortable
Meditate vro
 
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Emotional health is important but it's not about joy its about function, particularly appropriate functioning. That being said, I doubt you are completely devoid of joys. Just that you could use some more. It's natural to be in such a state, just keep doing things to improve it.
I do enjoy certain moments, but at times I break down crying like a bitch.

I've realized I don't consider anyone in my life relevant and I'm inferior to many people. This isn't the life I want and I'm going to change it
 
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I live thinking about the future I will have, moving to another country, getting a good job, getting surgeries,etc.

How can you guys live enjoying the present, I'm so self aware about my looks it makes everything uncomfortable
Bc im chadlite
 
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That's not what I meant, maybe I redacted it bad.

I meant, how can I enjoy my current life when I'm so obsessed with the future life I want to have. I'm not living the present, I'm not enjoying because of what i said
uh u dumb urself out with drugs and forget about it? :LOL:
 
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I do enjoy certain moments, but at times I break down crying like a bitch.

I've realized I don't consider anyone in my life relevant and I'm inferior to many people. This isn't the life I want and I'm going to change it
Fortunate u are. The people who cry the most also experience the most joy. Young children cry most easily and also are joyous most easily. I haven't cried since I was 16, and my life had just been getting more and more emotionless.
 
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Fortunate u are. The people who cry the most also experience the most joy. Young children cry most easily and also are joyous most easily. I haven't cried since I was 16, and my life had just been getting more and more emotionless.
I used to never cry, now I've gotten more sensitive
 
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What do u imagine has caused this to occur?
The accumulation of problems. I used to think everything was going to be good really soon, but that's not how it works.

Many members of my family have genetic depression, and I thought that wouldn't be me, but it is
 
The accumulation of problems. I used to think everything was going to be good really soon, but that's not how it works.

Many members of my family have genetic depression, and I thought that wouldn't be me, but it is
how is depression supposed to be genetic lol

anyway yeah problems keep accumulating. but this isnt working to make me cry. it seems nothing can break me down into tears. even if i try to abuse myself.
 
how is depression supposed to be genetic lol

anyway yeah problems keep accumulating. but this isnt working to make me cry. it seems nothing can break me down into tears. even if i try to abuse myself.
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It's the predisposition to being depressed
 
everyone is predisposed to being happy until that is shattered
Yes, the thing I'm saying is that I was probably more predisposed to be depressed than the average person.

Or maybe not, who knows. Anyways I want my life to get better
 
Yes, the thing I'm saying is that I was probably more predisposed to be depressed than the average person.

Or maybe not, who knows. Anyways I want my life to get better
what u gonna do to lifemax
 
how is depression supposed to be genetic lol

anyway yeah problems keep accumulating. but this isnt working to make me cry. it seems nothing can break me down into tears. even if i try to abuse myself.
nigger said abuse himself lmao
 
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what u gonna do to lifemax
Get into university to get a good carreer (idk yet which one), wageslave to save money for surgeries, and move to another country to start all over again.

I hate my current life, I just want to have new friends, slay bunch of women and live a peaceful stable life 😢
 
Get into university to get a good carreer (idk yet which one), wageslave to save money for surgeries, and move to another country to start all over again.

I hate my current life, I just want to have new friends, slay bunch of women and live a peaceful stable life 😢
uni and good career takes so long its not worth pursuing if ur just trying to save up for surgeries and then geomax. thats my critique

my advice would be save up money without going to uni. u will have lower salary but u can start earning now
 
uni and good career takes so long its not worth pursuing if ur just trying to save up for surgeries and then geomax. thats my critique

my advice would be save up money without going to uni. u will have lower salary but u can start earning now
But how else am I going to have an stable job that pays me well?
Im planning to wageslaving while at uni
 
You can’t, at least not for very long

Ignore the past and future and you will get fucked hard by life

Obviously there needs to be a balance but who’s to say what the right one is, if such a thing even exists
 
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Not true because there are jobs that literally pay more than others 😶
Ok if u wanna think about it that way go ahead. I wont correct u

still my main point is relevant. going thru uni and going up the career ladder just to save for surgery and then geomax isnt worth it. im saving up for surgery working an entry level job and dont intend on ever stepping foot in a college campus
 
I live thinking about the future I will have, moving to another country, getting a good job, getting surgeries,etc.

How can you guys live enjoying the present, I'm so self aware about my looks it makes everything uncomfortable
"Delayed life syndrome"

I don't even think its a syndrome tho mfs who think like this prolly jst have a shit life and have hope for the future
 
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Ok if u wanna think about it that way go ahead. I wont correct u

still my main point is relevant. going thru uni and going up the career ladder just to save for surgery and then geomax isnt worth it. im saving up for surgery working an entry level job and dont intend on ever stepping foot in a college campus
And what are you going to do with your life? I don't judge, I really like to know different perspectives
 
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"Delayed life syndrome"

I don't even think its a syndrome tho mfs who think like this prolly jst have a shit life and have hope for the future
Lol yea it could be

I just hate to feel irrelevant, but THAT'S MY REALITY RN
 

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