How come do I wake up every morning and make a promise to myself that today is going to be different

[Abhorrence]

but then I waste my whole day on this forum and other bs

How come I am never able to change anything in my daily routine

Is this depression or brainrot what am I experiencing

 

[Abhorrence]

How come I end up wanting to end myself at the end of the day because of this but I repeat the same thing the other day
@Pikabro

 

[ranierean]

That's how most lonely people are, men especially--guys really need women in their lives when the opposite isn't necessarily true

 

[Abhorrence]

Am I low IQ or something what is wrong with me
Am I supposed to overcome this by myself or do I need help from therapist or sumn
SSRIs didnt change anything for me @SubSigma

 

[Abhorrence]

That's how most lonely people are, men especially--guys need women in their lives when the opposite isn't necessarily true

If I were to get a gf would this go away

I think it would ngl but I am too much of an abused dog at this point to connect with anybody

 

[Pikabro]

Depression, loneliness/inceldom and high cortisol. We weren’t like this in high school

 

[Deleted member 41006]

yeh I can’t escape the prison of my mind

 

[Abhorrence]

Depression, loneliness/inceldom and high cortisol. We weren’t like this in high school

Is there a way out of this
I am going to end myself if it goes on like this

 

[Pikabro]

Is there a way out of this
I am going to end myself if it goes on like this

Also low discipline + high amount of distractions. It’s so easy to just go on your phone and wander around tbh or give up.

 

[Abhorrence]

Depression, loneliness/inceldom and high cortisol. We weren’t like this in high school

Yeah I used to be happy as fuck
Ignorance is bliss indeed
Now I have more freedom and means to do shit than I did in HS but I am depressed af

 

[Abhorrence]

Also low discipline + high amount of distractions. It’s so easy to just go on your phone and wander around tbh or give up.

Bro at this point I am searching drug telegrams to buy ADHD stimulants from because I cant break out of the rut