how come im young but feel old internally?

[vermillioncorefan]

im only 21 but internally i feel 80 years old. mentally im like 12 but my organs and muscles ache and feel like they are releasing some kind of toxin all the time.
did i fuk myself with drugs?

 

[Lebgfinal]

I look like I'm 35 when I'm 18, I got the worst aging genetics ever

 

[vermillioncorefan]

I look like I'm 35 when I'm 18, I got the worst aging genetics ever

HOW do ur organs n shit feel tho?

 

[Lebgfinal]

HOW do ur organs n shit feel tho?

I'm sick rn so yes

 

[Vermilioncore]

at a concert this girl said my cousin looked young and I looked old as fuck and then she ignored me the rest of the night

 

[Deleted member 17578]

My body feels extremely young. I can handle physical activity/strain extremely well, I can handle pulling all-nighters at raves really well, I can handle alcohol/drugs really well.
My physical body feels almost unstoppable. I am 28yo but I feel like I am physically more healthy than ever before in my life.
I never get ill. I never have physical issues.

It's just my mental health which is absolutely DESTROYED. I am completely depressed, I have 0 hope for the future, I feel like life is torture. That there's nothing good in life.
I feel like a disillusioned 50yo guy who is mad at the world and at everyone around him, mentally.

 

[vermillioncorefan]

My body feels extremely young. I can handle physical activity/strain extremely well, I can handle pulling all-nighters at raves really well, I can handle alcohol/drugs really well.
My physical body feels almost unstoppable. I am 28yo but I feel like I am physically more healthy than ever before in my life.
I never get ill. I never have physical issues.

It's just my mental health which is absolutely DESTROYED. I am completely depressed, I have 0 hope for the future, I feel like life is torture. That there's nothing good in life.
I feel like a disillusioned 50yo guy who is mad at the world and at everyone around him, mentally.

same bro except i feel like i have to be on life support in a coma for 2 weeks if i ever drink a beer or two
what do u do for ur health bro? i would workout but im so depressed and collegecel cant find motivation

 

[Deleted member 17578]

same bro except i feel like i have to be on life support in a coma for 2 weeks if i ever drink a beer or two
what do u do for ur health bro? i would workout but im so depressed and collegecel cant find motivation

im completely fucked on drugs and alcohol ~3 days per week.

i do nothing for my health except take zinc, vitc, vitD and creatine. I workout 1-2 times per week on average.
And while my normal diet is complete garbage (ice-cream, alcohol, candy, chips) I eat really healthy meals at least 3 days per week.
(big salads, cheese, meat)

idk honestly, i can vibe with ur depression. hard to find motivation, idk.

try to take small steps, dont expect too much of urself.

 

[sub5outsider]

mentally im like 10 physically i feel like a 40 years old alcoholic man and im aging like shit

 

[lilxder2]

cause you eat like shit, move like shit, live like shit
there are 70 yo's out there who probably lifemog you, get better son