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truewarlord

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you
me
and everyone else on here
is rotting on here
anyone that has over 500posts allready knows what he would have to do to ascend
you might learn how to gymcel 10% more efficently
it wont change shit tho
we all allready gave up in the back of our mind when we started acctivly posting on offtopic
everyone here gave up
we are just rotting with hopes of a better future
that future isnt coming
everyone knows wich surgerys to get
but (almost) no one gets surgery
we all know how to gymcel
and we gymcel
but it dosent do anything
its over for everyone on here
I want to leave
but its to late
 
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What are you talking about?
 
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you
me
and everyone else on here
is rotting on here
anyone that has over 500posts allready knows what he would have to do to ascend
you might learn how to gymcel 10% more efficently
it wont change shit tho
we all allready gave up in the back of our mind when we started acctivly posting on offtopic
everyone here gave up
we are just rotting with hopes of a better future
that future isnt coming
everyone knows wich surgerys to get
but (almost) no one gets surgery
we all know how to gymcel
and we gymcel
but it dosent do anything
its over for everyone on here
I want to leave
but its to late
@xzylecrey
I allready told you this on dc but im genuenlly convinced now
 
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Schizo ramblings :mmHmm:
 
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1773863822083

Marlon low k is very good looking
 
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the german subforum would have cussed at you in their language if they saw this
 
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Why can’t we just all be same looking
even if was avrage or good looking
it would still be to late for me
my mind is allready at a point of no return
there is no becoming bluepilled anymore
its to late
 
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Never give up.
 
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do you want me to tag them?
no please do not, i remember i posted in broken german that i learned at my school “hello how’s it going with looksmaxxing” and they all cussed me out

that subforum and it’s people scare me man
 
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real shit man, im nearing 10k posts now
 
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no please do not, i remember i posted in broken german that i learned at my school “hello how’s it going with looksmaxxing” and they all cussed me out

that subforum and it’s people scare me man
ok follow my instructions:
you made a post on the german sub
you now either have to:
beg mods to delete the post for you
or never EVER post your face ANYWHERE
not in dms
nowhere
 
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real shit man, im nearing 10k posts now
Im almost at 3k
nothing changed
im not a fatcel anymore
im still ugly
I allready pressed the delete button
I pussied out tho
its not like stopping the ldar would help
its just over
 
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ok follow my instructions:
you made a post on the german sub
you now either have to:
beg mods to delete the post for you
or never EVER post your face ANYWHERE
not in dms
nowhere
they all already hate me but i sadly chose french to study in my school im dropping german but i still follow the subject till july

i will start posting there and i’ll try to fix my image with the germans

i don’t know why their cuss words are so unique tho
 
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Im almost at 3k
nothing changed
im not a fatcel anymore
im still ugly
I allready pressed the delete button
I pussied out tho
its not like stopping the ldar would help
its just over
but hey thats okay

its over and thats okay bhai :peepoLove:
 
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but hey thats okay

its over and thats okay bhai :peepoLove:
im to far gone to take the whitepill at this point
I yearn for love
but I wouldnt be happy in a realationship
I hate myself to much at this point
it all went wrong like 10years ago
my parents knew/noticed that I wasnt normal
they decided not to send me to therapy/psychiatry tho "becouse I was 5 and shouldnt be on meds"
I then started school 1year later
my teacher emidiatly noticed that something was wrong with me
my parents ignored her
I turned 7
shit got so bad that my parents had to send me to some psychatrist bitch
but it was allread far to late
my brain allready developed shittilly
I could start taking meds now but it would only solve my problems until the effect would wear off
im not saveable
 
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they all already hate me but i sadly chose french to study in my school im dropping german but i still follow the subject till july

i will start posting there and i’ll try to fix my image with the germans

i don’t know why their cuss words are so unique tho
do you mean french or german ones?
 
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im to far gone to take the whitepill at this point
I yearn for love
but I wouldnt be happy in a realationship
I hate myself to much at this point
it all went wrong like 10years ago
my parents knew/noticed that I wasnt normal
they decided not to send me to therapy/psychiatry tho "becouse I was 5 and shouldnt be on meds"
I then started school 1year later
my teacher emidiatly noticed that something was wrong with me
my parents ignored her
I turned 7
shit got so bad that my parents had to send me to some psychatrist bitch
but it was allread far to late
my brain allready developed shittilly
I could start taking meds now but it would only solve my problems until the effect would wear off
im not saveable
hey if you ever need to talk im here bhai

it sucks but we have each other here
 
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hey if you ever need to talk im here bhai

it sucks but we have each other here
I saw a post of someone that posted himself into ratings a few weeks back,
It read "Im done with being ugly so I made an account on this website"
that was his only post
people told him that the only thing he could do was gymcelling and surgery in replies
he deleted his account after that singular post (he made it twice tho)

when I saw the post I felt bad, becouse he was ugly and was told that he was ugly
but now I realized that he had the best possible ending
he realized lookims wouldnt get him anywhere and left
I yearn to be him

(it wasnt this post but it was very simular)

@xzylecrey
@Jesus_ist_König
 
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nein
meins ist aber auch nicht gut
no but mine also isnt

Ich habe legastenie
(I am dislexic)
Das ist ok, Ich finde du deutsch gut auch mit legastenie, gutennacht.
 
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I saw a post of someone that posted himself into ratings a few weeks back,
It read "Im done with being ugly so I made an account on this website"
that was his only post
people told him that the only thing he could do was gymcelling and surgery in replies
he deleted his account after that singular post (he made it twice tho)

when I saw the post I felt bad, becouse he was ugly and was told that he was ugly
but now I realized that he had the best possible ending
he realized lookims wouldnt get him anywhere and left
I yearn to be him

(it wasnt this post but it was very simular)

@xzylecrey
@Jesus_ist_König
fuck bro I litterally allready tagged you
I guess that the exemestane is fucking with my head
 
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It's over and it's not okay but we'll have to carry on with our day like it doesn't matter​
 
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you
me
and everyone else on here
is rotting on here
anyone that has over 500posts allready knows what he would have to do to ascend
you might learn how to gymcel 10% more efficently
it wont change shit tho
we all allready gave up in the back of our mind when we started acctivly posting on offtopic
everyone here gave up
we are just rotting with hopes of a better future
that future isnt coming
everyone knows wich surgerys to get
but (almost) no one gets surgery
we all know how to gymcel
and we gymcel
but it dosent do anything
its over for everyone on here
I want to leave
but its to late
Imagine needing to have an org account to realize it's jover
 
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@Ghost Philosophy
thanks for understanding
my future probablly is simular to your current
I will probablly stay khhv until like 25 and give up on woemn/love/sex
 
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@Ghost Philosophy
thanks for understanding
my future probablly is simular to your current
I will probablly stay khhv until like 25 and give up on woemn/love/sex
No problem bhaijaan. I hope your future is going to be different than mine. I hope you’ll ascend as soon as possible. Tbf, even guys who do succeed, they still find the time to post on here. We’re not all losers. Some of us are, especially me. But yeah. I hope things get better for you. Feel free to PM me if you need to talk. :DONTPETTHEPEEPO:
 
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over
 
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No problem bhaijaan. I hope your future is going to be different than mine. I hope you’ll ascend as soon as possible. Tbf, even guys who do succeed, they still find the time to post on here. We’re not all losers. Some of us are, especially me. But yeah. I hope things get better for you. Feel free to PM me if you need to talk. :DONTPETTHEPEEPO:
thanks bhai
but like I said I might physically ascend but my mind cant be saved
I have 3Metnal dissordeers (that I know of) and they allready where visable when I was 5 years old
not even my 5year old self was socially functional
no ammount of looks could save me
I wouldnt be able to stay in any relationship (even if I got into one wich wont happen) becouse my mind fucks with me all the time
and I start getting aggressive twords the people I love
no relationship could ever work like that
 
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well said, theoreticlly all your actions and thoughs are determined in your genes so its all cope you cant do nothing
 
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thanks bhai
but like I said I might physically ascend but my mind cant be saved
I have 3Metnal dissordeers (that I know of) and they allready where visable when I was 5 years old
not even my 5year old self was socially functional
no ammount of looks could save me
I wouldnt be able to stay in any relationship (even if I got into one wich wont happen) becouse my mind fucks with me all the time
and I start getting aggressive twords the people I love
no relationship could ever work like that
It does sound like you are more of a true mentalcel than anything else. I have a mental illness as well (OCD) but it doesn’t interfere with everything constantly. You need to work on your aggression problems. Like you say, no relationship could ever work like that. Even serial killers aren’t aggressive to their loved ones, they simply love them.
 
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well said, theoreticlly all your actions and thoughs are determined in your genes so its all cope you cant do nothing
that wasnt what I said but its also true
 
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