how did everything get this far

[bipolaric]

that wasnt what I said but its also true

i always read random 7 words from the post then make my idea on what it could be about

 

[Deleted member 246792]

It does sound like you are more of a true mentalcel than anything else. I have a mental illness as well (OCD) but it doesn’t interfere with everything constantly. You need to work on your aggression problems. Like you say, no relationship could ever work like that. Even serial killers aren’t aggressive to their loved ones, they simply love them.

well
im not always as mentally fucked as I currently am it never gets as bad as rn
whatever im expieriencing is just a mix of built up frustration (becosue of the fuck ass "isle of man I love men" shit earlier
im not even mad abbout them laughing
im just sad becouse it made me realize how socially unaware I am) and a lack of estrogen (caused by exemestane) abbsolutlly fucking with my brain

aggression isnt the worst thing of them all
I can truelly love someone (in a friendship way) and just foget that I like them for 2 months
but then start liking them aigan even if they always stay the same
im also pretty ugly so it isnt pure mentalcell shit

 

[Deleted member 246792]

i always read random 7 words from the post then make my idea on what it could be about

high T

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

well
im not always as mentally fucked as I currently am it never gets as bad as rn
whatever im expieriencing is just a mix of built up frustration (becosue of the fuck ass "isle of man I love men" shit earlier
im not even mad abbout them laughing
im just sad becouse it made me realize how socially unaware I am) and a lack of estrogen (caused by exemestane) abbsolutlly fucking with my brain

aggression isnt the worst thing of them all
I can truelly love someone (in a friendship way) and just foget that I like them for 2 months
but then start liking them aigan even if they always stay the same
im also pretty ugly so it isnt pure mentalcell shit

Damn, man. I didn’t realize that that got to you. That sucks to hear.

Seems to me that perhaps you have problems with attachment or something like that? It can happen.

And yeah, I’m fugly myself so I can’t really call myself a mentalcel either.

 

[Deleted member 246792]

Damn, man. I didn’t realize that that got to you. That sucks to hear.

Seems to me that perhaps you have problems with attachment or something like that? It can happen.

And yeah, I’m fugly myself so I can’t really call myself a mentalcel either.

thx for the pitty lol
but yeah the attachment shit might be true
I have never had any acctuall crush or something like that even tho im (nearally) 15 now
also didnt the guy that met up with you say that you where larping being truecel jfl

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

thx for the pitty lol
but yeah the attachment shit might be true
I have never had any acctuall crush or something like that even tho im (nearally) 15 now
also didnt the guy that met up with you say that you where larping being truecel jfl

We have a difference in opinion, he says there’s potential to achieve MTN status but only if I start hardmaxxing. Anyway, uh, yeah, I can relate. I never really had a real crush back in high school until I thought a girl liked me, so I thought to myself I have to like her back. Plot twist: she clearly didn’t like me because she turned me down.

 

[Deleted member 246792]

We have a difference in opinion, he says there’s potential to achieve MTN status but only if I start hardmaxxing. Anyway, uh, yeah, I can relate. I never really had a real crush back in high school until I thought a girl liked me, so I thought to myself I have to like her back. Plot twist: she clearly didn’t like me because she turned me down.

90% of forum dwellers could achive mtn with hardmaxxing ngl
but yeah
3girls have messaged me (in my school life)
2 of them where trolling at sleepover or something
the other one asked out every singular oy from my class becouse she was abbout as close as someone could get to an acctuall femcel

I have thaught myself to "fake falling in love" to avoid my friends thinking that im gay jfl

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

90% of forum dwellers could achive mtn with hardmaxxing ngl
but yeah
3girls have messaged me (in my school life)
2 of them where trolling at sleepover or something
the other one asked out every singular oy from my class becouse she was abbout as close as someone could get to an acctuall femcel

I have thaught myself to "fake falling in love" to avoid my friends thinking that im gay jfl

Honestly? Should have given it a shot with the femcel chick. Lol, my friends constantly think I'm gay since I'm a 30 year old KHHV.

 

[mateus17]

you
me
and everyone else on here
is rotting on here
anyone that has over 500posts allready knows what he would have to do to ascend
you might learn how to gymcel 10% more efficently
it wont change shit tho
we all allready gave up in the back of our mind when we started acctivly posting on offtopic
everyone here gave up
we are just rotting with hopes of a better future
that future isnt coming
everyone knows wich surgerys to get
but (almost) no one gets surgery
we all know how to gymcel
and we gymcel
but it dosent do anything
its over for everyone on here
I want to leave
but its to late

Wtf are you talking about “no one gets surgery” I’ve already planned a timeline of what surgery’s to get and when I’ll be able to afford them. You can do the same.

 

[user123456]

Idk dude i have a shit ton of posts i take action and ascend a bit every few months

 

[observe]

i have surgeries in mind but im too broke and hate the toxic work environments, im cursed and i guess i will be staying away from people

 

[iqletandrew73]

you
me
and everyone else on here
is rotting on here
anyone that has over 500posts allready knows what he would have to do to ascend
you might learn how to gymcel 10% more efficently
it wont change shit tho
we all allready gave up in the back of our mind when we started acctivly posting on offtopic
everyone here gave up
we are just rotting with hopes of a better future
that future isnt coming
everyone knows wich surgerys to get
but (almost) no one gets surgery
we all know how to gymcel
and we gymcel
but it dosent do anything
its over for everyone on here
I want to leave
but its to late

eat gummybears at least they're delicious (sacrifice some sugar in exchange for temporary happiness)

 

[Deleted member 104089]

you
me
and everyone else on here
is rotting on here
anyone that has over 500posts allready knows what he would have to do to ascend
you might learn how to gymcel 10% more efficently
it wont change shit tho
we all allready gave up in the back of our mind when we started acctivly posting on offtopic
everyone here gave up
we are just rotting with hopes of a better future
that future isnt coming
everyone knows wich surgerys to get
but (almost) no one gets surgery
we all know how to gymcel
and we gymcel
but it dosent do anything
its over for everyone on here
I want to leave
but its to late

= mental masturbation

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

What are you talking about?

I understand him

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

What ur saying is very true. We wait for it to happen yet it never happens.

 

[Deleted member 246792]

Wtf are you talking about “no one gets surgery” I’ve already planned a timeline of what surgery’s to get and when I’ll be able to afford them. You can do the same.

you have planned them
but will you do them?

 

[Deleted member 246792]

Honestly? Should have given it a shot with the femcel chick. Lol, my friends constantly think I'm gay since I'm a 30 year old KHHV.

well
I genuenlly had NO physcial or emotional attraction twords her
but yeah trying would have been good

 

[Deleted member 246792]

= mental masturbation

=mental retardation/depression

 

[mateus17]

you have planned them
but will you do them?

money is the only thing that’s preventing me from actually starting the consultations to get them done. I want to get them done in a 1st world country so I’m looking at saving maybe 25k-30k

 

[Deleted member 246792]

money is the only thing that’s preventing me from actually starting the consultations to get them done. I want to get them done in a 1st world country so I’m looking at saving maybe 25k-30k

congrats if your acctually doing surgerys/seriuslly planning them

im also planning mine but im not 100% sure

 

[mateus17]

congrats if your acctually doing surgerys/seriuslly planning them

im also planning mine but im not 100% sure

I need to focus on my career get fully qualified then when I start making decent money just stacking up for afew years. The latest I plan to get them done is 25 cause I want to be able to enjoy some of my 20s whilst I’m young.

 

[Deleted member 246792]

@xzylecrey

hanks bhai
but like I said I might physically ascend but my mind cant be saved
I have 3Metnal dissordeers (that I know of) and they allready where visable when I was 5 years old
not even my 5year old self was socially functional
no ammount of looks could save me
I wouldnt be able to stay in any relationship (even if I got into one wich wont happen) becouse my mind fucks with me all the time
and I start getting aggressive twords the people I love
no relationship could ever work like that

It does sound like you are more of a true mentalcel than anything else. I have a mental illness as well (OCD) but it doesn’t interfere with everything constantly. You need to work on your aggression problems. Like you say, no relationship could ever work like that. Even serial killers aren’t aggressive to their loved ones, they simply love them.



the text below was written by gengart/ghost (beocuse you asked on discord)

 

[iblamefranklin]

you
me
and everyone else on here
is rotting on here
anyone that has over 500posts allready knows what he would have to do to ascend
you might learn how to gymcel 10% more efficently
it wont change shit tho
we all allready gave up in the back of our mind when we started acctivly posting on offtopic
everyone here gave up
we are just rotting with hopes of a better future
that future isnt coming
everyone knows wich surgerys to get
but (almost) no one gets surgery
we all know how to gymcel
and we gymcel
but it dosent do anything
its over for everyone on here
I want to leave
but its to late

ive made almost 500 posts in the past 3 days, it might actually be over for me

 

[Deleted member 246792]

No problem bhaijaan. I hope your future is going to be different than mine. I hope you’ll ascend as soon as possible. Tbf, even guys who do succeed, they still find the time to post on here. We’re not all losers. Some of us are, especially me. But yeah. I hope things get better for you. Feel free to PM me if you need to talk.

also, I would call you a looser
you have a stable job and seem to have a freind group
thats a lot better than most people on this forum

 

[Outlander]

 

[Deleted member 246792]

also, I wouldnt call you a looser
you have a stable job and seem to have a friend group
thats a lot better than most people on this forum

*wouldnt
also reminding you becouse you where celebrating eid or smth while I posted this
@Ghost Philosophy

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

*wouldnt
also reminding you becouse you where celebrating eid or smth while I posted this
@Ghost Philosophy

Good catch, I did not come here because of Eid yesterday. I vaguely recall posting in this thread before... haven't I?

 

[Deleted member 246792]

Good catch, I did not come here because of Eid yesterday. I vaguely recall posting in this thread before... haven't I?

yeah
you also werent here 2 days ago
I was more or less having an episode of retardation becouse my estrogen levels 0 after taking to much exemestane
and started talking abbout looksmaxxing being useless
you then responded with something and called yourself a looser in the procces

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

yeah
you also werent here 2 days ago
I was more or less having an episode of retardation becouse my estrogen levels 0 after taking to much exemestane
and started talking abbout looksmaxxing being useless
you then responded with something and called yourself a looser in the procces

Shit, gimme a minute. I'm gonna take a leak.

 

[Deleted member 246792]

Shit, gimme a minute. I'm gonna take a leak.

I can wait

 

[Deleted member 246792]

Shit, gimme a minute. I'm gonna take a leak.

vro is pissing out 10kidney stones rn

 

[Deleted member 246792]

Shit, gimme a minute. I'm gonna take a leak.

thoose who have been peeing for 1 and a half days straight

 

[Fridx]

you
me
and everyone else on here
is rotting on here
anyone that has over 500posts allready knows what he would have to do to ascend
you might learn how to gymcel 10% more efficently
it wont change shit tho
we all allready gave up in the back of our mind when we started acctivly posting on offtopic
everyone here gave up
we are just rotting with hopes of a better future
that future isnt coming
everyone knows wich surgerys to get
but (almost) no one gets surgery
we all know how to gymcel
and we gymcel
but it dosent do anything
its over for everyone on here
I want to leave
but its to late

Most relatable post i have seen in a while

 

[Deleted member 246792]

Most relatable post i have seen in a while

im mentally more well now
I was just having a mental breakdown in this post (thats why the writing sounds so skizo)

I still agree with what I said tho

 

[Deleted member 246792]

90% of forum dwellers could achive mtn with hardmaxxing ngl
but yeah
3girls have messaged me (in my school life)
2 of them where trolling at sleepover or something
the other one asked out every singular oy from my class becouse she was abbout as close as someone could get to an acctuall femcel

I have thaught myself to "fake falling in love" to avoid my friends thinking that im gay jfl

omg I acctually sounded like some faggot patric baitman larp on here

 

[Fridx]

We have a difference in opinion, he says there’s potential to achieve MTN status but only if I start hardmaxxing. Anyway, uh, yeah, I can relate. I never really had a real crush back in high school until I thought a girl liked me, so I thought to myself I have to like her back. Plot twist: she clearly didn’t like me because she turned me down.

Nigga with hardmaxxing i only mentioned rhino

 

[Fridx]

90% of forum dwellers could achive mtn with hardmaxxing ngl

Wallahi i didnt say like 10 surgeries i only said 1 rhino @Ghost Philosophy

 

[Deleted member 246792]

Wallahi i didnt say like 10 surgeries i only said 1 rhino @Ghost Philosophy

hes still peeing broski

 

[Fridx]

hes still peeing broski

yo tag him when he is online so he sees what i said pls

 

[Deter]

try the cope methods, make sure you avoid the side effects, wont hurt to try, if it works it works, if it doesnt nothing changes lol

 

[Deleted member 246792]

yo tag him when he is online so he sees what i said pls

will do that

 

[SentinoNieSentinel]

I saw a post of someone that posted himself into ratings a few weeks back,
It read "Im done with being ugly so I made an account on this website"
that was his only post
people told him that the only thing he could do was gymcelling and surgery in replies
he deleted his account after that singular post (he made it twice tho)

when I saw the post I felt bad, becouse he was ugly and was told that he was ugly
but now I realized that he had the best possible ending
he realized lookims wouldnt get him anywhere and left
I yearn to be him

(it wasnt this post but it was very simular)

https://looksmax.org/threads/im-done-with-being-ugly.1695776/

@xzylecrey
@Jesus_ist_König

He brave

 

[Deleted member 246792]

yo tag him when he is online so he sees what i said pls

hes taking pretty long to " take a leak"

 

[Fridx]

hes taking pretty long to " take a leak"

Yea fr
but jokes aside he is prob busy with life and school

 

[Deleted member 246792]

Yea fr
but jokes aside he is prob busy with life and school

thoose who are correcting english exams rn

 

[Fridx]

hes taking pretty long to " take a leak"

@Ghost Philosophy

 

[kisslessvirgin]

What are you talking about?

 

[Deleted member 246792]

yo tag him when he is online so he sees what i said pls

@Ghost Philosophy

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

hes taking pretty long to " take a leak"

BIG DICK PROBLEMS I CANNOT HELP IT

 

[Philalethes]

you
me
and everyone else on here
is rotting on here
anyone that has over 500posts allready knows what he would have to do to ascend
you might learn how to gymcel 10% more efficently
it wont change shit tho
we all allready gave up in the back of our mind when we started acctivly posting on offtopic
everyone here gave up
we are just rotting with hopes of a better future
that future isnt coming
everyone knows wich surgerys to get
but (almost) no one gets surgery
we all know how to gymcel
and we gymcel
but it dosent do anything
its over for everyone on here
I want to leave
but its to late

Gymcel and roids. Roids are transformative. I've seen them.
ALso, surgery. Try lizaroff. Take a choice and make it till the end