banjojones
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Like I knew guys (incel as well even to this day). Who came to class drunk/failed tests were TOTAL GOOFBALLS in h.s they got suspended selling drugs (not to stacey but to other dudes). Meanwhile I made the local newspaper, I was top in some classes, I also was a mini sportstar. I did NOT have sex but I had SOME foids at least pretending to be nice to me (in fairness it was mostly sheboons but once they gave me candy on halloween and shit etc).
But suddenly the DAY I started college it was NOTHING but a FIGHT FOR MY LIFE EVERYDAY! I LITERALLY got lost in my own fucking neighborhood for an hour, I then couldn't do simple tasks/forgetting shit etc.
Meanwhile freshman year of college those retards from earlier SUDDENLY started using big words (these guys were borderline ILLITERATE and could barely read in h.s only a few months ago back in june but SUDDENLY around spetember they TRANSFORM into these academic rockstars! WTF! (they even won AWARDS and made it in the WASHINGTON POST NEWSPAPER/gave Mussolini-Esque Graduation speeches on campus/got job offers left and right! dafuq!)
However, if someone said that after h.s and college I would have failed my internships/- be raking sand traps at golf courses and being clowned on by my bosesses I would have laughed in their face! But nope now I AM the fuckups like in h.s.
I almost think could it be like a fucked up KARMA like God is PUNISHING ME for secretly making fun of those fuck-ups in h.s?
Certainly feels like it.
I even ask normies WTF happened and boy are they RESENTFUL that I was popular in h.s they even say: "GOOD Banjo you DESERVE to fail in life because you did not apply yourself/establish good habits in h.s and didn't have to work hard"
Uh niggah, you think I just floated to class and memorized shit? I would stay after school and get help from the teacher etc. I worked HARD TOO! These retards in school were not "establishing good habits" by showing up to school FALLING DOWN THE STAIRS drunk (knew a guy where that happened)
I noticed that with ex-gifted kids who CRASH AND BURN people (and even their OWN PARENTS ) have this RESENTMENT and even take JOY in having that person fail. I don't know about you but if I knew someone who was kicking ass in life and then suddenly started failing a few months later i would be CONCERNED I would say: "wtf is wrong with that guy" "is he ok?" "what happened he was doing well" "maybe he needs HELP" ie basic empathy 101 (for all these normies telling us how un-empathetic we are they sure are VERY unempathetic to others struggling in life).
-What happened? I am in the U.S.A. One THEORY I have for my DOWNFALL is that school standards are RETARDEDLY easy. Ie teachers were passing these retards even though they were illiterate etc. So "smart" in highschool in the u.s.a is actually borderline retarded/average in most European countries etc. The u.s.a is VERY behind in math/science. But a lot of "gifted" kids get a false inflated view of themselves. But once they enter college it turns into a mog-fest!
-But then it does not answer my question of how these guys (who couldn't read/show up to school drunk everyday) in just TWO MONTHS started kicking ass! (Fuck I spent YEARS learning guitar and can barely play the Itsy Bitsy Spider. How the fuck can borderline junkies in TWO MONTHS start picking up FAAR more complicated skills than playing the guitar in such a SHORT time frame?
-Just seems satanic!
-Help me think about this logically guys
But suddenly the DAY I started college it was NOTHING but a FIGHT FOR MY LIFE EVERYDAY! I LITERALLY got lost in my own fucking neighborhood for an hour, I then couldn't do simple tasks/forgetting shit etc.
Meanwhile freshman year of college those retards from earlier SUDDENLY started using big words (these guys were borderline ILLITERATE and could barely read in h.s only a few months ago back in june but SUDDENLY around spetember they TRANSFORM into these academic rockstars! WTF! (they even won AWARDS and made it in the WASHINGTON POST NEWSPAPER/gave Mussolini-Esque Graduation speeches on campus/got job offers left and right! dafuq!)
However, if someone said that after h.s and college I would have failed my internships/- be raking sand traps at golf courses and being clowned on by my bosesses I would have laughed in their face! But nope now I AM the fuckups like in h.s.
I almost think could it be like a fucked up KARMA like God is PUNISHING ME for secretly making fun of those fuck-ups in h.s?
Certainly feels like it.
I even ask normies WTF happened and boy are they RESENTFUL that I was popular in h.s they even say: "GOOD Banjo you DESERVE to fail in life because you did not apply yourself/establish good habits in h.s and didn't have to work hard"
Uh niggah, you think I just floated to class and memorized shit? I would stay after school and get help from the teacher etc. I worked HARD TOO! These retards in school were not "establishing good habits" by showing up to school FALLING DOWN THE STAIRS drunk (knew a guy where that happened)
I noticed that with ex-gifted kids who CRASH AND BURN people (and even their OWN PARENTS ) have this RESENTMENT and even take JOY in having that person fail. I don't know about you but if I knew someone who was kicking ass in life and then suddenly started failing a few months later i would be CONCERNED I would say: "wtf is wrong with that guy" "is he ok?" "what happened he was doing well" "maybe he needs HELP" ie basic empathy 101 (for all these normies telling us how un-empathetic we are they sure are VERY unempathetic to others struggling in life).
-What happened? I am in the U.S.A. One THEORY I have for my DOWNFALL is that school standards are RETARDEDLY easy. Ie teachers were passing these retards even though they were illiterate etc. So "smart" in highschool in the u.s.a is actually borderline retarded/average in most European countries etc. The u.s.a is VERY behind in math/science. But a lot of "gifted" kids get a false inflated view of themselves. But once they enter college it turns into a mog-fest!
-But then it does not answer my question of how these guys (who couldn't read/show up to school drunk everyday) in just TWO MONTHS started kicking ass! (Fuck I spent YEARS learning guitar and can barely play the Itsy Bitsy Spider. How the fuck can borderline junkies in TWO MONTHS start picking up FAAR more complicated skills than playing the guitar in such a SHORT time frame?
-Just seems satanic!
-Help me think about this logically guys