How did you change after the blackpill? Good and bad things.

[VeryFuglyNiyguhs]

How did becoming blackpilled change and alter your personality and world view? For me personally, I became a lot more nihilistic, but at the same time have come to terms with the cards I was handed. Also I just tend to me more secretive about my world view on it, because truth be told the ONLY reason people respond negatively to the blackpill and incels is because they know deep down the blackpill is true. Otherwise people wouldn't be so passive aggressive when you mention it or other "incel" topics.

 

[Lonely]

I now want to kill myself

 

[Deleted member 21106]

i'm analyzing others ratios mostly

 

[Chinacurry]

Went from a happy, confident, expat banker in one of the best cities in the world do suicidal, nihilistic, self hating, racist, right wing, misogynistic, 2 time mental asylum patient, anti social, doomer...

 

[Deleted member 17735]

It was a relief because I stopped thinking about past situations and just accepted them easier and I looksmaxxed better, win win overall

 

[Trustworthyfish]

I am in a place from which i want to move away from, but being away from it, i want to go back. Now i just know its over and basically rot here.

 

[Jeffrey Epstein]

Nothing changed, still the same fuck.

 

[Deleted member 9819]

after the first months, for the worst
after half a year 100% for the better, i think i would till be incel if it wasnt by the blackpill

 

[Darwined]

Happier because I'm way better since my discovery of the blackpill. Thanks looksmax.org.
Neck training, lifts, squint, dickmaxx, castor oil for lashes, long hair, good looking beard, rings, shoulders workout, leanmaxx, beta carotene, zinc, etc...
One year ago I didn't know shit about all of this.

 

[Darwined]

I think that the Blackpill is lifefuel for average to chadlite, but for bellow average it's just pure suicide.

 

[Trustworthyfish]

I think that the Blackpill is lifefuel for average to chadlite, but for bellow average it's just pure suicide.

Yea, very nicely said

 

[Deleted member 15669]

after the first months, for the worst
after half a year 100% for the better, i think i would till be incel if it wasnt by the blackpill

How exactly did the bp help u

 

[ChristianChad]

I shaved off my long hair I kept in a bun because I have a fivehead and it looked ridiculous. I didn't understand why it looked ridiculous.

 

[noprogressno]

I stopped blaming myself and my personality for my past experiences. It was hard to accept it at first but it gave much relief finally learning that none of those experiences had nothing to do with anything I could control back then. However it gave me some depression as well, because now knowing how much looks affect a persons life, I keep finding myself wishing that I knew it before, so that I could make a use of this knowledge and not have those past experiences at all.
Overall learning about blackpill was a good thing for my mental health to be honest...

 

[sergeant blackpill]

The blackpill has been a blessing on my life, i only wish i had discovered it sooner

 

[Deleted member 21252]

It lead me in the right direction, had 1 plastic surgery so far and I already look much better

 

[sergeant blackpill]

i am overall happier after being blackpilled, more optimistic view on life.

Before the blackpill i was suffering, in the dark, i was suffering but didn't know why which made it so much worse, but now i know

 

[ascension]

Fucked me up bad mentally, before I was more confident, however it has helped me improve my looks

 

[Deleted member 9819]

How exactly did the bp help u

realized that all i had to do to get girls is improving my looks and knowing how to deal with them

 

[Deleted member 20519]

Tbh my life turned shit ever since i learned about the blackpill 1-dropped out of college 2-started doing hardcore drugs 3-lost most of my friends 4-rotting in my room

 

[poopoohead]

i am overall happier after being blackpilled, more optimistic view on life.

Before the blackpill i was suffering, in the dark, i was suffering but didn't know why which made it so much worse, but now i know

To be honest, blackpill did lead me into depression but it did at least explain on how I can improve my life

 

[Deleted member 15669]

realized that all i had to do to get girls is improving my looks and knowing how to deal with them

what improvement would u say made the biggest difference?

 

[Aladin]

How did becoming blackpilled change and alter your personality and world view? For me personally, I became a lot more nihilistic, but at the same time have come to terms with the cards I was handed. Also I just tend to me more secretive about my world view on it, because truth be told the ONLY reason people respond negatively to the blackpill and incels is because they know deep down the blackpill is true. Otherwise people wouldn't be so passive aggressive when you mention it or other "incel" topics.

i became even more

 

[Foreverbrad]

I realized it was my face was the problem all along. Somehow it never clicked. I went from Haircut, to gymcelling, to roids, to fashionmaxxing (never actually went through with it) but it took this place for me to discover the elephant in the room.


I never thought I would seriously spend my life savings on plastic surgery but here we are. What is even the point of the life I have now? Might as well take the risk.

 

[klamus]

Mostly just My sense of humor.

 

[untouchable_coper]

I was a 3.5/10 before I first saw it, and I realized how 'out of it' I was. You look at the life people are having on social media and you just have no relation to it. I was kinda a meme because I was at first too bold at trying to get women in middle school. I kinda watched videos of the redpill, but I never really did anything actionable bc I knew that it was kinda bs. Like are women really going to like me from wearing cologne? Not really (mind you I was 5'6 and skinny fat, like almost 30% with nerd glasses. I'm also Indian but my more attractive brown friends are doing fine tbh).

After taking the blackpill, I was slightly leaner, maybe 25% body fat, and 5'9 (4/10). I realized that I have been treated slightly better by others, and I should capitalize on this as much as possible. So I did the obvious leanmaxxing and became 5'10 with frauding capabilities to 6'0. I would consider myself a 5 by looksmax.org standards. However, people still had this negative perception of me, so I'm still not really taken seriously by women. Going from high school to college will fix this. But I'm pretty sure that SOME women have some level of interest in me, which is a bump up from before.

I've found more solace in the fact that I am more realistic with my limit and I understand the importance of looks. I did buy colognes, but with me knowing that shit like Acqua Di Gio won't spontaneously attract women, it's more for myself really.

 

[Prettyboy]

Learning about genetic determinism made me lot more empathetic toward others

 

[elld101]

Denial. Anger. Bargaining. Depression. Acceptance.

 

[dakchuh]

guess im still coping in some ways. intellectually i understand the framework and worldview of bp but i dont think ive taken it fully emotionally yet on the basis that im using the surgery will fix me cope. before my puberty descension i was probably a MTN but still had multiple girls in 7th grade or whatever confess to me so im using that to cope as well. basically i still have some sort of hope that i can win in some ways in this game, so cant say ive hit rock bottom yet, maybe if my bimax gets botched.

 

[Deleted member 21244]

Blackpill is a myth

 

[Deleted member 21297]

How did becoming blackpilled change and alter your personality and world view? For me personally, I became a lot more nihilistic, but at the same time have come to terms with the cards I was handed. Also I just tend to me more secretive about my world view on it, because truth be told the ONLY reason people respond negatively to the blackpill and incels is because they know deep down the blackpill is true. Otherwise people wouldn't be so passive aggressive when you mention it or other "incel" topics.

left me somewhat depressed and angry after a while really took a toll on me because i have 0 friends

i think the blackpill is motivation for me to just try harder and do better at life. i was happy beforehand, i forgot how i even stumbled upon the blackpill because i dont even get made fun of at all or anything, i didnt even know what redpill was, didnt care about not having a gf and stuff.

just knowing that things are rigged though because of your genes is what really got to me, i immediately started becoming insecure about myself now im here tryna looksmaximus

i feel blessed at the same time acquiring blackpill knowledge because everything is making sense

but as long as i can sit in my room and play vidya games, go outside, eat taco bell every once and a while, listen to music and do things that i can enjoy, i dont mind the blackpill and it doesnt take over my entire life anymore (meaning i dont think about going ER every second, raging about how unfair things r, etc...)

ITS NOT OVER FOR ME THOUGH, IM YOUNG AND HAVE LOTS LEFT TO DO AND MUCH TIME, thats why im here

im learning how to be content with my life still tho and its going pretty good

i think the blackpill made me a better person in some ways



AS FOR CHANGING MY VIEW ON THE WORLD THO, i think it made me slightly schizo and sometimes i think everyone is out to get me and i view things in a very animalistic or primal way and its kind of toxic

 

[Gandy]

Made me look at myself more realistically; How women truly see me.

Made me realize how fucking fat I was at plus 25% body fat.

Gave me motivation to regularly go to the gym and do progressive overload with very heavy weights.

Made me consider and execute surgeries for things that would never go away with excercise, diet or creams.

Allowed me to finally look athletic and facially appealing, to have one night stands with decent looking girls and women.

It has been nothing but a blessing that brought good things to my life. My only regret is staying redpill too long and not understanding blackpill tenets about how much looks matter years earlier to maximize happiness during early youth.

I regret reading all that RooshV, Mystery, pua and other redpill garbage that does nothing tangible to help you advance.
It was all about looks, all along. Not 'frame', 'game' or 'confidence'.

 

[HerpDerpson]

Now when people give me crap, I think "dude, I have to see myself in the mirror every day, you think I care that I lost your car keys?" and I just mentally check out.