iblamemyself!
I cope, Jesus doesn't
- Joined
- Dec 5, 2024
- Posts
- 686
- Reputation
- 898
it all started with those chico edits. the ones with that corny ass “ecstasy” song in the background and some mogger walking in slow motion while snow particles fall. i used to rot watching those. just sitting there, face swollen, hair unwashed, staring at my reflection in the screen like “damn... i’m actually undateable.” i wasn’t even mad. it was just acceptance at that point. midface recession, zero definition, puffy cheeks, droopy eyes. i looked like a sleep-deprived toddler with depression. and the edits made it worse. they showed me what i would never be. what girls actually wanted. and it wasn’t me.
then came the jordan mogger edits. bro. the lighting. the angles. that slow side profile turn with the jaw flex? i paused that shit and just stared. i remember saying out loud, “i’ll never get touched.” not in a bitter way, just stating a fact. i was locked in for a lifetime of being the “friend,” the background character, the guy who gets told he has a good heart like that’s a compliment. it was jfl territory. full-on death sentence to any romantic future.
but then dilon latham popped up. and for once, it wasn’t just a mogger. it was someone who actually taught. clean aesthetic, perfect angles, but you could tell he crafted it. it wasn’t pure genetics. he had the routine. the process. the structure. i became obsessed. started copying everything. the hair, the grooming, the jaw workouts. he gave me something to replicate. not hope, just a manual.
and then k shami… bro. k shami. his vids hit different. transformation god. not just mogging. ascended. dude went from random to statue in like two years. seeing that made me realize i wasn’t doomed, just lazy and delusional. he blueprint-pilled me harder than anyone else. posture, bone gains, routine discipline, he showed it was real.
and last guy, some nga who got me into the bp, this site, this guy made me reach mtn. Thanks to him I can at least hope to get a girlfriend one day. He just told me "go on org bro" i remember clearly saying "but idk how to use it tho" and he just told me to look around and that i would get used to it. I don't remember that nga. But i am thankful asf to him
now i’m not saying i’m hot. i’m still in progress. but girls look at me now. they actually stare. some even talk to me first. i went from invisible to being acknowledged. and ngl, without dilon and k shami, i’d still be that faceless orb rotting in silence, wondering why no one ever wanted me.
they didn’t save my life. they just saved me from dying untouched.
The moral of this story is to find guys with same experience
(First pic: before everything)
(Second pic: fake looksmaxing)
(Third pic: dylom and k)
(Forsth pic: today)(yes lighting play a big role)
I am still a kid who just knows how to fraud but this isn't the most frauded pic I got. I literally took it 2 h ago
then came the jordan mogger edits. bro. the lighting. the angles. that slow side profile turn with the jaw flex? i paused that shit and just stared. i remember saying out loud, “i’ll never get touched.” not in a bitter way, just stating a fact. i was locked in for a lifetime of being the “friend,” the background character, the guy who gets told he has a good heart like that’s a compliment. it was jfl territory. full-on death sentence to any romantic future.
but then dilon latham popped up. and for once, it wasn’t just a mogger. it was someone who actually taught. clean aesthetic, perfect angles, but you could tell he crafted it. it wasn’t pure genetics. he had the routine. the process. the structure. i became obsessed. started copying everything. the hair, the grooming, the jaw workouts. he gave me something to replicate. not hope, just a manual.
and then k shami… bro. k shami. his vids hit different. transformation god. not just mogging. ascended. dude went from random to statue in like two years. seeing that made me realize i wasn’t doomed, just lazy and delusional. he blueprint-pilled me harder than anyone else. posture, bone gains, routine discipline, he showed it was real.
and last guy, some nga who got me into the bp, this site, this guy made me reach mtn. Thanks to him I can at least hope to get a girlfriend one day. He just told me "go on org bro" i remember clearly saying "but idk how to use it tho" and he just told me to look around and that i would get used to it. I don't remember that nga. But i am thankful asf to him
now i’m not saying i’m hot. i’m still in progress. but girls look at me now. they actually stare. some even talk to me first. i went from invisible to being acknowledged. and ngl, without dilon and k shami, i’d still be that faceless orb rotting in silence, wondering why no one ever wanted me.
they didn’t save my life. they just saved me from dying untouched.
The moral of this story is to find guys with same experience
(First pic: before everything)
(Second pic: fake looksmaxing)
(Third pic: dylom and k)
(Forsth pic: today)(yes lighting play a big role)
I am still a kid who just knows how to fraud but this isn't the most frauded pic I got. I literally took it 2 h ago
