cajuun0
trying to ascend before ww3
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Hi folks, normally I wouldn't be posting here but my country is probably going to be the next one after Ukraine and I don't wanna die as KHHV I need your help
TLDR:
age 0-17: I was a complete autist-rotter playing video games all day long not giving a fuck about anything
age 17-19: I found out about and started working on my looks (things i've been doing: )
-aushwitzmaxxed from 87kg to 70kg in about 6 months
-wore braces which helped my face a lot
-started lifting weights in my late 19s (gained about 9kg, am at around 17%bf~ rn)
-been sleeping for 8 hours everyday
-been taking omega3,zinc,magnesium,ashwaganda,giga dose D3, creatine
-nofap
-fashionmaxx
-strict diet (750g of chicken breast, 300g of rice, vegetables, 400g of greek yoghurt, 40g of protein powder, 1 banana, only water EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY )
-shoes which give me a few more centimeters despite already being 188cm tall
age 20 (now) : I started college about 5 months ago and it's going absolutely awful. I was certain shit is gonna change and even decided to rent my own flat but nah, I can't do anything I am still the same retard I was 3 or 10 yrs ago, communicating with NPCs is impossible, I always knew I was socially retarded but these people are legit the same and it makes everything awkward af. Everyday after college i go to my flat and play video games like some utter rotter. What do I do at this point? I was thinking about getting a weekend job at mcdonalds or kfc to meet new people but I feel like it's not gonna change much. I can also start over in a different college next year.
My standards legit don't exist just help me please holy fuck
thoughts?
TLDR:
age 0-17: I was a complete autist-rotter playing video games all day long not giving a fuck about anything
age 17-19: I found out about and started working on my looks (things i've been doing: )
-aushwitzmaxxed from 87kg to 70kg in about 6 months
-wore braces which helped my face a lot
-started lifting weights in my late 19s (gained about 9kg, am at around 17%bf~ rn)
-been sleeping for 8 hours everyday
-been taking omega3,zinc,magnesium,ashwaganda,giga dose D3, creatine
-nofap
-fashionmaxx
-strict diet (750g of chicken breast, 300g of rice, vegetables, 400g of greek yoghurt, 40g of protein powder, 1 banana, only water EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY )
-shoes which give me a few more centimeters despite already being 188cm tall
age 20 (now) : I started college about 5 months ago and it's going absolutely awful. I was certain shit is gonna change and even decided to rent my own flat but nah, I can't do anything I am still the same retard I was 3 or 10 yrs ago, communicating with NPCs is impossible, I always knew I was socially retarded but these people are legit the same and it makes everything awkward af. Everyday after college i go to my flat and play video games like some utter rotter. What do I do at this point? I was thinking about getting a weekend job at mcdonalds or kfc to meet new people but I feel like it's not gonna change much. I can also start over in a different college next year.
My standards legit don't exist just help me please holy fuck
thoughts?