How do i avoid my fathers abusemaxx?

[Luka Slays Foids]

Ever since i was 3 years old my dad (not really my dad he was never there for me to teach me anything, present my whole life just never cared) hes just been getting drunk or high pretty much everyday after work, coming home and playing warzone and beating me for no fucking reason 95% of the time. hes a fucking chud, has 30,000 hours playtime on warzone and has a ps5. he yells at me all the fucking time over the smallest bullshit and either slaps me, punches me, or chokes me. (he even put me on the ground and started kicking my ribs and beating on me one time) its been over 10 years of this bullshit and i cant put up with it anymore and he also used to beat on my mom too. I cant call cps because that just wont work and im just stumped on what to do because i also have to starvemaxx all day because if i go downstairs theres going to be an interaction with my dad which i dont want. i literally ate nothing today only a starbucks grilled cheese sandwich from a starbucks giftcard my orthodontist gave me. i dont want to spend my moms money for food during school lunch anymore because i would buy manchuwok everyday and ive spent thousands and i feel bad doing so, but because of me starving myself im fucking week asf and probably fucking up my growth. i feel like fucking shit all the time and schools practically my only escape. but at the end of the day im a worthless mistake who wasnt even supposed to happen so atleast i was born right?

 

[mohito]

abusemaxx

 

[Hihi21]

Cooked. And I’m guessing your mom hasn’t kicked him out because she’s broke? Maybe just tell her to file divorce, get evidence of child abuse, and farm child support.

 

[Luka Slays Foids]

abusemaxx

 

[TGUN.]

Niggas really be calling anything a maxx lmao

 

[Finalkiosk]

Ever since i was 3 years old my dad (not really my dad he was never there for me to teach me anything, present my whole life just never cared) hes just been getting drunk or high pretty much everyday after work, coming home and playing warzone and beating me for no fucking reason 95% of the time. hes a fucking chud, has 30,000 hours playtime on warzone and has a ps5. he yells at me all the fucking time over the smallest bullshit and either slaps me, punches me, or chokes me. (he even put me on the ground and started kicking my ribs and beating on me one time) its been over 10 years of this bullshit and i cant put up with it anymore and he also used to beat on my mom too. I cant call cps because that just wont work and im just stumped on what to do because i also have to starvemaxx all day because if i go downstairs theres going to be an interaction with my dad which i dont want. i literally ate nothing today only a starbucks grilled cheese sandwich from a starbucks giftcard my orthodontist gave me. i dont want to spend my moms money for food during school lunch anymore because i would buy manchuwok everyday and ive spent thousands and i feel bad doing so, but because of me starving myself im fucking week asf and probably fucking up my growth. i feel like fucking shit all the time and schools practically my only escape. but at the end of the day im a worthless mistake who wasnt even supposed to happen so atleast i was born right?

dnr

idk brochacho just go get a job and live alone

 

[Luka Slays Foids]

Cooked. And I’m guessing your mom hasn’t kicked him out because she’s broke? Maybe just tell her to file divorce, get evidence of child abuse, and farm child support.

my mom isnt broke, shes actually better off than my dad by a bit, but legally this is his house and if my mom does divorce itl cause too many family issues. my mom already tried divorcing him twice and she only stayed because both times she had kids accidentally with him and i was one of them, so if it wasnt for me she wouldve left him already

 

[jimmymogs]

Ever since i was 3 years old my dad (not really my dad he was never there for me to teach me anything, present my whole life just never cared) hes just been getting drunk or high pretty much everyday after work, coming home and playing warzone and beating me for no fucking reason 95% of the time. hes a fucking chud, has 30,000 hours playtime on warzone and has a ps5. he yells at me all the fucking time over the smallest bullshit and either slaps me, punches me, or chokes me. (he even put me on the ground and started kicking my ribs and beating on me one time) its been over 10 years of this bullshit and i cant put up with it anymore and he also used to beat on my mom too. I cant call cps because that just wont work and im just stumped on what to do because i also have to starvemaxx all day because if i go downstairs theres going to be an interaction with my dad which i dont want. i literally ate nothing today only a starbucks grilled cheese sandwich from a starbucks giftcard my orthodontist gave me. i dont want to spend my moms money for food during school lunch anymore because i would buy manchuwok everyday and ive spent thousands and i feel bad doing so, but because of me starving myself im fucking week asf and probably fucking up my growth. i feel like fucking shit all the time and schools practically my only escape. but at the end of the day im a worthless mistake who wasnt even supposed to happen so atleast i was born right?

Idk where you live but you can defend urself with a non combat knife In Canada. Just read the laws first

 

[Luka Slays Foids]

dnr

idk brochacho just go get a job and live alone

im 14 and i live 18 minutes away from the city

 

[Luka Slays Foids]

Idk where you live but you can defend urself with a non combat knife In Canada. Just read the laws first

i cant kill him, ive thought of it but everytime i do i end up balling because i think of my 6 yr old sister whos always so happy to see him and doesnt know who he truly is

 

[jimmymogs]

my mom isnt broke, shes actually better off than my dad by a bit, but legally this is his house and if my mom does divorce itl cause too many family issues. my mom already tried divorcing him twice and she only stayed because both times she had kids accidentally with him and i was one of them, so if it wasnt for me she wouldve left him already

Make a tuff ass friend and ask for him for help. Could work make sure he’s black bro. Your dad would be scared asf ngl

 

[Luka Slays Foids]

Niggas really be calling anything a maxx lmao

 

[Hihi21]

my mom isnt broke, shes actually better off than my dad by a bit, but legally this is his house and if my mom does divorce itl cause too many family issues. my mom already tried divorcing him twice and she only stayed because both times she had kids accidentally with him and i was one of them, so if it wasnt for me she wouldve left him already

Damn bro. Maybe your mom should snitch on your father to his family abt his abuse. Maybe little details for his family to contact him abt it and make it so he stops without exposing the rest and making it bad

 

[Luka Slays Foids]

Damn bro. Maybe your mom should snitch on your father to his family abt his abuse. Maybe little details for his family to contact him abt it and make it so he stops without exposing the rest and making it bad

bro my mom barely knows about it because he does it when she isnt home or when shes doing something

 

[Hihi21]

bro my mom barely knows about it because he does it when she isnt home or when shes doing something

Bruh just tell her

 

[Panchitosbroncs]

Ever since i was 3 years old my dad (not really my dad he was never there for me to teach me anything, present my whole life just never cared) hes just been getting drunk or high pretty much everyday after work, coming home and playing warzone and beating me for no fucking reason 95% of the time. hes a fucking chud, has 30,000 hours playtime on warzone and has a ps5. he yells at me all the fucking time over the smallest bullshit and either slaps me, punches me, or chokes me. (he even put me on the ground and started kicking my ribs and beating on me one time) its been over 10 years of this bullshit and i cant put up with it anymore and he also used to beat on my mom too. I cant call cps because that just wont work and im just stumped on what to do because i also have to starvemaxx all day because if i go downstairs theres going to be an interaction with my dad which i dont want. i literally ate nothing today only a starbucks grilled cheese sandwich from a starbucks giftcard my orthodontist gave me. i dont want to spend my moms money for food during school lunch anymore because i would buy manchuwok everyday and ive spent thousands and i feel bad doing so, but because of me starving myself im fucking week asf and probably fucking up my growth. i feel like fucking shit all the time and schools practically my only escape. but at the end of the day im a worthless mistake who wasnt even supposed to happen so atleast i was born right?

How old are you?

 

[Luka Slays Foids]

How old are you?

14

 

[Luka Slays Foids]

Bruh just tell her

if i do and they split up ill have basically nowhere to go, my dad legally owns the house

 

[Finalkiosk]

im 14 and i live 18 minutes away from the city

make money online

spend 16 hrs, you can atleast make 30 an hour within 6 months

 

[Luka Slays Foids]

make money online

spend 16 hrs, you can atleast make 30 an hour within 6 months

but i have nowhere to put that money into, and im technically grounded rn so im being monitored like hell by my dad cus hes a fag

 

[Finalkiosk]

but i have nowhere to put that money into, and im technically grounded rn so im being monitored like hell by my dad cus hes a fag

open a bank account?
get paid in crypto?

are you slow?

if you want it bad enough you would find a way

 

[Luka Slays Foids]

open a bank account?

are you slow?

yea obviously thats what you do nigga but i cant

 

[canthus5]

Ever since i was 3 years old my dad (not really my dad he was never there for me to teach me anything, present my whole life just never cared) hes just been getting drunk or high pretty much everyday after work, coming home and playing warzone and beating me for no fucking reason 95% of the time. hes a fucking chud, has 30,000 hours playtime on warzone and has a ps5. he yells at me all the fucking time over the smallest bullshit and either slaps me, punches me, or chokes me. (he even put me on the ground and started kicking my ribs and beating on me one time) its been over 10 years of this bullshit and i cant put up with it anymore and he also used to beat on my mom too. I cant call cps because that just wont work and im just stumped on what to do because i also have to starvemaxx all day because if i go downstairs theres going to be an interaction with my dad which i dont want. i literally ate nothing today only a starbucks grilled cheese sandwich from a starbucks giftcard my orthodontist gave me. i dont want to spend my moms money for food during school lunch anymore because i would buy manchuwok everyday and ive spent thousands and i feel bad doing so, but because of me starving myself im fucking week asf and probably fucking up my growth. i feel like fucking shit all the time and schools practically my only escape. but at the end of the day im a worthless mistake who wasnt even supposed to happen so atleast i was born right?

kill him bro idk

 

[Finalkiosk]

yea obviously thats what you do nigga but i cant

cant cause your lazy

ok give up idc

 

[Luka Slays Foids]

cant cause your lazy

ok give up idc

nigga u must be slow or sum

 

[Finalkiosk]

nigga u must be slow or sum

nah i js dc anymore, go do whatever you want

 

[italianltn]

One of the saddest things I've read in a while, I feel sorry for you brother. Try to get some help, every solution is hard but your best bet is CPS. Not much else you can do, hope you manage.

 

[BeanCelll]

Gotta just kill em ngl

sounds crazy but ur fucked otherwise

 

[Luka Slays Foids]

nah i js dc anymore, go do whatever you want

cant cause your lazy

ok give up idc

u need a passport or a birth certificate, and go in person and have proper identification. how am i going to ask for my certificate if i even still fucking have it and how am i going to ask to go to the fucking bank

 

[Subhuman]

Good luck I guess

 

[Finalkiosk]

u need a passport or a birth certificate, and go in person and have proper identification. how am i going to ask for my certificate if i even still fucking have it and how am i going to ask to go to the fucking bank

i said idc, go figure it out on your own

 

[Panchitosbroncs]

14

Damn you still young.
I'd recommend to keep tell your mom about it because who knows maybe your dad kills you one day, idk there's a chance.

 

[Luka Slays Foids]

One of the saddest things I've read in a while, I feel sorry for you brother. Try to get some help, every solution is hard but your best bet is CPS. Not much else you can do, hope you manage.

i can but cant really because he can just deny because my whole family are a bunch of fucking fag cucks who will be to scared to tell the truth and be scared of him and my house is in his name so i wont have anywhere to go

 

[italianltn]

i can but cant really because he can just deny because my whole family are a bunch of fucking fag cucks who will be to scared to tell the truth and be scared of him and my house is in his name so i wont have anywhere to go

If you have evidence of abuse they'll listen to you instead, it's not a nice procedure as it may result in him being kicked out the house but theres not much you can do. Reach out to a counselor/confidential support lines and ask them. Just be careful as if they know who you are or say you're getting abused they may immediately step in before you sort everything out.

 

[Luka Slays Foids]

Damn you still young.
I'd recommend to keep tell your mom about it because who knows maybe your dad kills you one day, idk there's a chance.

i mean he did almost kill me one time but it doesnt fucking matter cus im a mistake anyway and im disgusting and nobodys really truly friends with me so i lwk js gotta accept it

 

[Luka Slays Foids]

If you have evidence of abuse they'll listen to you instead, it's not a nice procedure as it may result in him being kicked out the house but theres not much you can do. Reach out to a counselor/confidential support lines and ask them. Just be careful as if they know who you are or say you're getting abused they may immediately step in before you sort everything out.

i would do that but my dad took my phone until june because i got bad grades on a report card cus i didnt care, had like 60s. im getting 90s and 80s now but he doesnt give a fuck

 

[italianltn]

i would do that but my dad took my phone until june because i got bad grades on a report card cus i didnt care, had like 60s. im getting 90s and 80s now but he doesnt give a fuck

Whatever you do try remain safe brother, hope you get the help you need soon.

 

[Luka Slays Foids]

Whatever you do try remain safe brother, hope you get the help you need soon.

thank you, very much appreciated

 

[Panchitosbroncs]

i mean he did almost kill me one time but it doesnt fucking matter cus im a mistake anyway and im disgusting and nobodys really truly friends with me so i lwk js gotta accept it

My father doesn't love me too, but thankfully he isn't trying to kill me.
There's always something good to do out there. In my case, this forum is my cope and escape from my disgusting reality.
I wish you the best and trust me, things always get better, you just need to give life some time.

 

[Lankycell]

Google it Nigga!

 

[Luka Slays Foids]

My father doesn't love me too, but thankfully he isn't trying to kill me.
There's always something good to do out there. In my case, this forum is my cope and escape from my disgusting reality.
I wish you the best and trust me, things always get better, you just need to give life some time.

Yea nah im just anticipating the day i move out, once i do its full freedom and seritonin and dopamine at its MAX