How do i be happy and interact with others?

[keullil]

honestly guys i just dont know how to fit in or just simply make conversation let alone keep one going and this isnt even about girls, this is just overall i dont know how to fucking interact with anybody new that i meet and literally just put my airpods in and dont say anything to them which leaves me in an awkward and unwanted situation to the point where i jus lt leave without saying a word and it makes me feel really fucking ass afterwards i just want to be happy with my life and be enjoyable to be around

 

[lemureater]

real

 

[keullil]

real

its getting to the point that i genuinely need an answer before i end up feeling like so much of a burden on other people that i dont know what im going to do if there even is anything else left to do

 

[lemureater]

its getting to the point that i genuinely need an answer before i end up feeling like so much of a burden on other people that i dont know what im going to do if there even is anything else left to do

i used to think of how to answer conversations and imagine myself redoing the convos i had that day in the shower. Fuck im autistic

 

[keullil]

i used to think of how to answer conversations and imagine myself redoing the convos i had that day in the shower. Fuck im autistic

what happened today was, it was after college and me and my girlfriend went to meet her friend and her friends boyfriend and it got to the point where im so socially fucking awkward i wouldnt speak to my own girlfriend like a prick and behind me i just heard laughing and giggling and listening to how good of a couple her friends were and just thinking im not good enough for my girlfriend and i dont have the energy to treat her right and contemplating taking a break from her which i cant do just because of one small meet up even though i love her so much i genuinely dont know what to do with my life

 

[N1kolai]

honestly guys i just dont know how to fit in or just simply make conversation let alone keep one going and this isnt even about girls, this is just overall i dont know how to fucking interact with anybody new that i meet and literally just put my airpods in and dont say anything to them which leaves me in an awkward and unwanted situation to the point where i jus lt leave without saying a word and it makes me feel really fucking ass afterwards i just want to be happy with my life and be enjoyable to be around

idk trying to find the same answer
still missing her

 

[lemureater]

what happened today was, it was after college and me and my girlfriend went to meet her friend and her friends boyfriend and it got to the point where im so socially fucking awkward i wouldnt speak to my own girlfriend like a prick and behind me i just heard laughing and giggling and listening to how good of a couple her friends were and just thinking im not good enough for my girlfriend and i dont have the energy to treat her right and contemplating taking a break from her which i cant do just because of one small meet up even though i love her so much i genuinely dont know what to do with my life

try pregabalin, thats what works for me

 

[danielmaxxing]

honestly guys i just dont know how to fit in or just simply make conversation let alone keep one going and this isnt even about girls, this is just overall i dont know how to fucking interact with anybody new that i meet and literally just put my airpods in and dont say anything to them which leaves me in an awkward and unwanted situation to the point where i jus lt leave without saying a word and it makes me feel really fucking ass afterwards i just want to be happy with my life and be enjoyable to be around

it's simpler than you think, the wall you don't know how to get over is just an illusion made by your mind, if you just reshape how you think and step out your comfort zone then the wall will vanish, be ready for a social interaction, try to engage more with strangers just to learn how to engage (like asking for directions etc) you'll get the basics down and it's barbecue chicken from there

 

[keullil]

try pregabalin, thats what works for me

wait really?

 

[keullil]

try pregabalin, thats what works for me

it causes weight gain man which i do not need anymore of cus im a fat fuck already

 

[keullil]

it's simpler than you think, the wall you don't know how to get over is just an illusion made by your mind, if you just reshape how you think and step out your comfort zone then the wall will vanish, be ready for a social interaction, try to engage more with strangers just to learn how to engage (like asking for directions etc) you'll get the basics down and it's barbecue chicken from there

thanks man ill try it out when i muster up the courage in my fucked up brain

 

[fi93]

honestly guys i just dont know how to fit in or just simply make conversation let alone keep one going and this isnt even about girls, this is just overall i dont know how to fucking interact with anybody new that i meet and literally just put my airpods in and dont say anything to them which leaves me in an awkward and unwanted situation to the point where i jus lt leave without saying a word and it makes me feel really fucking ass afterwards i just want to be happy with my life and be enjoyable to be around

Atleast you have a gf.. but I don't want to have one rn ngl

 

[lemureater]

it causes weight gain man which i do not need anymore of cus im a fat fuck already

pregabalin doesnt cause weightgain, it only happens via making u hungrier if u do high doses regulary. Its like smoking weed in the sense it gives u the 'munchies'

 

[keullil]

Atleast you have a gf.. but I don't want to have one rn ngl

i know and i really love her so much i do, but i genuinely dont know if i can be good enough for her or treat her right just because my brain wont work properly

 

[keullil]

pregabalin doesnt cause weightgain, it only happens via making u hungrier if u do high doses regulary. Its like smoking weed in the sense it gives u the 'munchies'

how can i decrease appetite without using peptides

 

[keullil]

idk trying to find the same answer
still missing her

its going to be okay bro i dont know what i would do without her it would genuinely send me over the edge

 

[lemureater]

how can i decrease appetite without using peptides

just dont take high doses and dont be a fatty

 

[keullil]

just dont take high doses and dont be a fatty

i know man im really trying i just want to be perfect

 

[N1kolai]

its going to be okay bro i dont know what i would do without her it would genuinely send me over the edge

yea its been a few months been talking to ohter girls but nothing ever felt like her generelly it was so easy to talk to her i was feeling like a fucking baby now im down bad started smoking and shit but ig nothing really matters yk live must go on

 

[N1kolai]

how can i decrease appetite without using peptides

take snus
or nicotine in genrell
meth
cocaine

 

[danielmaxxing]

thanks man ill try it out when i muster up the courage in my fucked up brain

don't muster up the courage, it's like going on a scary ride or jumping off a pool, you're scared the whole time, you just have to say fuck it and randomly take the leap before you overthink

 

[keullil]

yea its been a few months been talking to ohter girls but nothing ever felt like her generelly it was so easy to talk to her i was feeling like a fucking baby now im down bad started smoking and shit but ig nothing really matters yk live must go on

everywhere i look on the street i just cant imagine a SINGLE girl being like the one i have now i just want to keep her forever and i know thats very unlikely but i have to do whatever it takes otherwise there will be nothing left for me and will genuinely just rope i know this sounds dramatic asf or attention seeking or whatever but i genuinely just fucking will

 

[keullil]

don't muster up the courage, it's like going on a scary ride or jumping off a pool, you're scared the whole time, you just have to say fuck it and randomly take the leap before you overthink

the only way i can talk to people is with alcohol man

 

[N1kolai]

everywhere i look on the street i just cant imagine a SINGLE girl being like the one i have now i just want to keep her forever and i know thats very unlikely but i have to do whatever it takes otherwise there will be nothing left for me and will genuinely just rope i know this sounds dramatic asf or attention seeking or whatever but i genuinely just fucking will

valid tho

 

[N1kolai]

the only way i can talk to people is with alcohol man

same thats why imagine im on alk works fr

 

[jaxe]

honestly guys i just dont know how to fit in or just simply make conversation let alone keep one going and this isnt even about girls, this is just overall i dont know how to fucking interact with anybody new that i meet and literally just put my airpods in and dont say anything to them which leaves me in an awkward and unwanted situation to the point where i jus lt leave without saying a word and it makes me feel really fucking ass afterwards i just want to be happy with my life and be enjoyable to be around

Everyones jesters who dont have their life sorted out fuck them

 

[jaxe]

Everyones jesters who dont have their life sorted out fuck them

Just live your life

 

[keullil]

valid tho

genuinely is valid

 

[keullil]

same thats why imagine im on alk works fr

i tried that but not hard enough i guess

 

[keullil]

Everyones jesters who dont have their life sorted out fuck them

everyone who jesters has friends though and actually has fun thats all i genuinely want atp

 

[jaxe]

everyone who jesters has friends though and actually has fun thats all i genuinely want atp

If you chase that you wont get it

 

[jaxe]

everyone who jesters has friends though and actually has fun thats all i genuinely want atp

You only want it because you dont have it they probably want whatever you got if you focus on your self

 

[keullil]

You only want it because you dont have it they probably want whatever you got if you focus on your self

they were having so much fun tho while i was just there being a fucking loser with my airpods in

 

[danielmaxxing]

the only way i can talk to people is with alcohol man

if that's true, how do you speak to the shop keeper to buy the alcohol?

 

[keullil]

if that's true, how do you speak to the shop keeper to buy the alcohol?

yeah i know what you mean like if i can talk to the shop keeper then i can talk to anyone but thats just a once every long time period and it doesnt leave a lasting impression on them as all i say is "can i get that" and point at what i want and then just say thank you its not much of a lasting conversation