hasnt been happening. im stooping as low and doing as much depraving things as possible to see how low i can go, and its just not fucking happening. im losing my mind man
Do you mean inflicting pain on others?
yeah but i really enjoy seeing the fact that because im superior to others i can have some form of control over their feelings, which is a very sick and almost corny thing to say, but its truly just how my mind works and idk wtf to do anymore. im genuinely tired of this
nigga i just want to go back to being normal. im tired of all of this
That's normal human behaviour, like I said you only really become kind if you've went through shit yourself
being on this forum for 3 years has almost made me assimiliate your looks=value in life. now i look good and i look at people who dont and i go, you have no meaning or reason to be living. this is a horrible thing to think. what do i do
you are brainwashed slave trust your intuition
If you meant this kind of autism then all you have to do is stop using the forum and interact with people IRL lol
yes this would be a really nice cope, although i hate being told what to do in general
the rush of dopamine or adrenaline i get overrides my rationality when making decisions though. im fully controlled by my emotions
i just think about how i would feel if i was treated like i treat ppl thats some shit i learned in kindergarden
yeah but this feels like a form of revenge, because when i was ugly people used to treat me like shit. now i mog hard so i feel like i can pay it back on others although i shouldnt do this
i feel bad after acing bad though
. wihch makes me to belive im a good person
You just a slave fuck everone im a godi feel bad after acing bad though
JOIN DALIT NEW WORLD ORDER NIGGER, AND YOU WILL BECOME THE GREATEST PERSON ON EARTH
whats wrong with being a slave? least you have some form of control over your actions in this case. ive been living as a god for the past few months and my life has went to shit
@pxe
tbh just keep treating the people who bullied you like shit and be nice to new people or to the ones that deserve respect it can be kind of a struggle at first but after a while you get used to it
how do you make the distinction between good people and bad people? do i have to test them?
What is this shit bro
Do you hear yourself. You want to be a good little boy and listen to others instead of yourself
precisely
No saving you goy its ovEr
i just want to fit in.
Slave we all die anyway sheep mindset
ive went through your stupid goatis arc too buddy boyo. u just dont get it yet
i mean you can only really make a distinction on the people you met before you ascended its kinda hard to tell how people judge you when you first meet them
ok ill take the cope. how do i do it
yes im having this problem. people who used to not treat me too well, now do.
This is true, u are a cocky piece of shit until u go to a girls house and her brother is chadlite (happened to me once)
Just find Jesus Christ brah
i hope you find the answer bro
im really honestly just tired of all of this. i just want to go back to a way of normal thinking, like how a normie would think man. rotting here since 13 has turned me into an absolute freak.
