dOOmed_sub5
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I’ve delt with social anxiety from as early as 10 years old it’s really killed a lot of my relationships with people because I cannot function like a normal person I’ve always tied it back to my looks and how I look fat and ugly but random people at school still walk up to me occasionally and on the spot I have to come up with something to say back. A story I have of this sounds really unrealistic and fake but I swear it’s a hundred percent true when I was in my 7th grade year I was an LLtn but a huge jester which actually helped overcome the anxiety a lot but would still come back around girls, there was this one girl in my health class who was the one of if not the most popular girls in my grade at that time a solid mtb I remeber making people laugh in my class and she was there so she would laugh too and talk to me, their was this one time where I was walking to lunch she was at the popular table and I remeber her staring at me and smiling I was making it look as though I didn’t see, in my head I thought she was thinking of how ugly I was and what a slob I am later at the end of my 7th grade year when we had a yearbook signing she went up to me and put her phone number in their but she was doing that to a lot of jesters in my class so I thought nothing of it, I spent the entire summer being scared to text them and didn’t make a move. When I started my 8th grade year during the first day of my 4 period she walked up to me and said hi and I nervously said hi back. That’s pretty much it in terms of how are good terms went but in 8th grade i grew my hair out and had really bad ugly long hair so they stopped talking to me and sometimes even made fun of me behind my back. In my 9th grade year my social anxiety got better as I had better responses and stuff this was mainly cuz I started zyning and redbulls in the morning but that is a method that isn’t gonna last you long. (I found out she liked me in 7th cuz I had a popular friend ask her about what she thought of me) I really wish I could go back because I would of changed so much.That’s it for my story if you know any other drugs that are long lasting and help you communicate better with people please let me know.
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