How do I fix this depression man

[fm30366]

I always js think to myself have the hyper mind I can’t feel happiness at all before I could cope by getting on TikTok or the game watching some YouTube going outside now not those work like I wake up don’t do shit scroll while thinking to myself the whole time I try to watch a long form vid then js scroll more going outside feels the same every time no one talks to me at all dawg like if I go outside it’s js to go and smoke with friends or do bs like that then either way I js end up back at my house doing same copes like I literally don’t feel happiness at all coping no one reaches out to me I can’t rope like do I hop on an ssri or smth man not even drugs feel fun anymore or even help me dawg every days the exact same i do nothing js think even more and more then go right back repeat the same bad habits the same thoughts like it’s all a cycle I js can’t seem to get better it’s been 1 year since it’s started js getting worse yesterday was my birthday didn’t even feel any special if not js a regular day and niggas that will never reach out to me saying happy birthday and foids saying that shit to me they wouldn’t even look at me irl dawg what do I do I can’t get a gf I can’t cope with drugs anymore or tv I literally can’t feel happiness at all before atleast the drugs helped me feel some or going outside watching some tv like everything’s fucked now I got a fucking tinnitus js in my head all the time can’t stop that shit either like what am I even doing this for why does no one fucking talk to me man I don’t even care if yall dnr this shit