How do I get over my first love?

[MedMogger]

Back in April/May time this year I had a friends with benefits, and I ended up catching feelings for the girl. It had to end with her as she ended up moving far away, but we left things on good terms.

I was really dreading when she left cause I knew I’d feel like this. I just miss her so much. And not even just for the sex. I miss things like just going shopping with her, going gym with her, just lying in bed chatting with her, and just waking up to see all her texts she’d sent me.

I miss the connection we had. Whenever I’d see her we’d both be happy to see each other. And I feel she’s been the only girl that genuinely cared for me and my wellbeing.

She has been the only girl I’ve been with that I’ve loved. And it’s kind of hitting me harder every day, as more time goes since I was last with her. It’s been 4 months now since I was with her.

At first I was doing okay. Hooked up with a few other girls, and kind of just moved on. But last girl I got with, all I could think about the whole time was her. And the more girls I get with, the further away from my life she seems.

I’m thinking of just ending it all if I can’t be with her.

What should I do?

 

[enlightful]

Back in April/May time this year I had a friends with benefits, and I ended up catching feelings for the girl. It had to end with her as she ended up moving far away, but we left things on good terms.

I was really dreading when she left cause I knew I’d feel like this. I just miss her so much. And not even just for the sex. I miss things like just going shopping with her, going gym with her, just lying in bed chatting with her, and just waking up to see all her texts she’d sent me.

I miss the connection we had. Whenever I’d see her we’d both be happy to see each other. And I feel she’s been the only girl that genuinely cared for me and my wellbeing.

She has been the only girl I’ve been with that I’ve loved. And it’s kind of hitting me harder every day, as more time goes since I was last with her. It’s been 4 months now since I was with her.

At first I was doing okay. Hooked up with a few other girls, and kind of just moved on. But last girl I got with, all I could think about the whole time was her. And the more girls I get with, the further away from my life she seems.

I’m thinking of just ending it all if I can’t be with her.

What should I do?

Do you intuitively think she still has feelings for you at this point?

 

[zuffensons]

Text her maybe meetup one day

 

[browncurrycel]

Fuck other girls ig