How do I lower inhibition in highschool?

[ogee45]

Im a junior in hs and I don't talk to anyone but my friends and whoever sits at our table in lunch, in class i'm as silent as a mouse and only talk when I have to get my attendance or the teacher talks to me one on one. I would say I look better than 90% of the school, Im tall black handsome with dreads and I get compliments from both girls and guys and stares everyday and had many opportunities to be one of the popular kids throughout middle school and high school but Im too ND to socialize with people other than my chud stoner friends.

My friends smoke weed and one of them offer a hit of his cart almost everyday. I always say no tho bc weed is gay I tried it once but I didnt like the after effects. It literally makes you retarded overtime especially if you do it at a young age.

 

[Starborn]

Im a junior in hs and I don't talk to anyone but my friends and whoever sits at our table in lunch, in class i'm as silent as a mouse and only talk when I have to get my attendance or the teacher talks to me one on one. I would say I look better than 90% of the school, Im tall black handsome with dreads and I get compliments from both girls and guys and stares everyday and had many opportunities to be one of the popular kids throughout middle school and high school but Im too ND to socialize with people other than my chud stoner friends.

My friends smoke weed and one of them offer a hit of his cart almost everyday. I always say no tho bc weed is gay I tried it once but I didnt like the after effects. It literally makes you retarded overtime especially if you do it at a young age.

im very high inhib and i self prescirbed myslef xanax as a cure for anxiety

I would buy off the darknet from reputable vendors and would take 2mg Alprazolam daily. 2 times a day

it was not healthy taking it everyday thats how you get addicted so keep that in mind.

 

[ogee45]

nigga im not doing this you aren't curing anxiety, you’re just becoming a bartard.
I already don’t touch carts because that shit makes you slow, so why would I jump on Xanax which is ten times worse? and 2mg occasionally is literally how every junkie starts. I don’t need to be a drugged out zombie just to talk to people. Keep that retard advice to yourself. take care brother