How do i make myself schizophrenic?

[vanillaicecream]

I'm so normal and nt and I hate it. Makes me aware of how bad I have it. I basically have the same thought process and analysis of reality as normies but I don't have the life of a normie. I can read social situations accurately, I can tell right from wrong, etc. Why can't i be a full blown schizo??? I wouldn't even think about my inceldom anymore for instance.

 

[Deleted member 21735]

idk ask @the BULL

 

[vanillaicecream]

Imagine having my life and being completely sane and normal mentally. Torture mode.

 

[cytoplasm]

I feel exactly the same way. I wish I was insane

 

[High Cortisol Chad]

1 mg of LSD every other day

On days off from LSD take 30 mg of 5-MeO-DMT every 4 hours

 

[Vermilioncore]

Me too. I wish I was mentally ill. I wish that I was insane. Any tips on how I can make this happen

 

[vanillaicecream]

1 mg of LSD every other day

On days off from LSD take 30 mg of 5-MeO-DMT every 4 hours

No idea how to get it

 

[vanillaicecream]

Me too. I wish I was mentally ill. I wish that I was insane. Any tips on how I can make this happen

I think it's over our brains are just wired on default setting and we'll forever be haunted by our ability to judge reality accurately

 

[Kater Maxxing]

Trust me you don't want to know

 

[JackTheKnife]

Read every post by @juste and @_MVP_ and you can supplement it with @Makeyousit

 

[Vermilioncore]

I think it's over our brains are just wired on default setting and we'll forever be haunted by our ability to judge reality accurately

Yup. I’m the most normal guy inside my brain, just a normie but I wish I was a mental patient. I don’t wanna be normal anymore

 

[Deleted member 21628]

"NnnOoorrmmieeees "

 

[the BULL]

idk ask @the BULL

aren't you literally posting from the ward??

 

[Deleted member 21735]

aren't you literally posting from the ward??

shadowm realm

 

[Clown Show]

Being normie and NT is actually opposite of being aware. Normies are bluepilled NPCs, their thought processes are on a autopilot and not too complex and their minds are able to dismiss harshness of reality. That's why you have many ugly wageslave dudes who are completely bluepilled and oblivious of their situation. Foids are universally low consciousness and empathy.

Meanwhile, schizos and other people with mental health problems are usually hyper-aware and hyper-sensitive to harshness of reality. They overanalyze and feel the full impact of cold hard truths of life. If normies would look at some short bullied youngcel, they would try to sell him some bluepilled bullshit, while I would know that it never began for him and that lifetime of suffering awaits him. They would dismiss some poor oldcel, while I would instantly feel his agony and loneliness at the moment and dread that I might end up like him. If they look at some rich Chad or Stacy, they would come up with some bullshit rationalization and be oblivious to truth, while I would insntatly be reminded just how brutal and unfair the life is and how some people are born winners.

If you want to become schizo, know that you will suffer greatly. It's more convenient to be selfish, low empathy normie, that's why overwhelming majority of people are like that.

 

[Deleted member 27152]

No idea how to get it

Dark net. I'd make a guide I was told it's bannable

 

[Gonthar]

I took once a medium dose of DXM - this is over the counter stuff, you can find it in cough syrup and pills. After a night of bizarre hallucinations, in the morning my mind was simply split in many pieces - besides my core self, there were plenty of other voices in my head, talking loud, mocking me, trying to confuse me and make me do all sorts of wrong things - this is probably very close to what schizophrenia feels like, I thought I was now insane forever and will live permanently with these voices in my head. They disappeared however after a few hours and never came back.