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sigmasss
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I am currently 16 and all the Uk cels would know I am in a-levels which is basically SAT equivalent for Americans. Sometimes I just reflect upon life I think all this studymaxing would lead me to wageslave away at a high end coporate ladder only if I get into a good university such as Cambridge, University of London and even there is no guarantees I would successfully hard-max my way to chadlite/chad . I come back from school brutally depressed after seeing people social mog me as well as just getting mogged into the oblivion by high class white chads especially since I go to a top-end private school and I literally have no drive to even open my books. It is frustrating when I just look at my MTN face in the mirror and overall just get mixed signals from foids . My whole life is a cycle of mixed signals somtimes a positive feedback loop or negative feedback loops it's fucking retarded as currently I can only softmax until presumably I have money however half of them are copes. Neither have i had an easy childhood my whole childhood was rigged with juvenile arthritis at 12 cucking my height to 5'9 alongside just general bullying and abuse anyways alongside as they say bad genes come in bundles. I am not here to sound like a low T cuck but just frustrated as I just one thing which is to be good looking as I have concluded all you need to live a good life is HTN+ looks as well as moneymaxxed to the maximum .
Just feel like roping tbh.
Anways long term all i need is to grade max to ensure I have enough funds to ascend.
So how do i force myself to studymax when my life absolutely shit?
Just feel like roping tbh.
Anways long term all i need is to grade max to ensure I have enough funds to ascend.
So how do i force myself to studymax when my life absolutely shit?